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2008-01-21T07:44:00.000-08:00

It has been an eventful weekend for me. Saturday i had to wake up early coz i had to be ready at 8 am to go malaysia. So after a long wait and all that, waiting for various ppl to arrive, church people, friends of church people, we left for malaysia. And it had to rain which made me very sleepy.

So we reached Gunung Lambak at around 11 i think. Then we ascended the mountain. I realised i was fitter than i expected. hahaz. good for me. Then we reached the 1st peak, after which we climbed to the second peak. Firstly, the route was quite steep and secondly it was muddy. So not very nice to hike on. But it was fun la. Its those kinds of things where i would like to do but Singapore doenst permit me to do so. Honestly i enjoyed the climb la. Though it was tiring, i hope i burnt calories.. hahahaz. Sorry my description very lousy coz Im quite tired now..

Then we had some dinner which was quite superb. hahaz and the older people from Navigators was telling my bro and I about NS.. which made me think more about what is to come in the following months. The older people were quite nice.. Very funny also.

Then on sunday i went to church though i felt very very tired. Then after church i slept for 6 hours. After which my cousins came to our home and asked us to go ECP to cycle. We cycled all the way to changi airport to watch planes land. And on our way back from changi ariport to the bicycle rental shop, a plane flew right above us. And its really really very cool. The sheer size of something that big over your head is damn cool and amazing.

Then today, i went out to put the horn in my friend's car before opening up a debit card account with my mum!!!! YESSSS ive got a card already. Though its only a debit card but.. it looks cool. After that i went for a job interview which , to me didnt go very well. Coz part timers are supposed to commit for 3 months min and i can only commit 2 and half months. So that kinda sucked. With my 2 and a half months and no F and B experience, I had to try and make myself available, market myself so to speak. So i said working overnight from 11 pm to 7 am is fine with me and public holidays and weekends and all that. Plus my close to MRT. Hopefully i get T3, coz it will be very convenient!

So after my interview i went to so place to wait for a certain someone to finish his haircut which took so bloody long. The chocolate bubble tea is not bad there though.

Then went for some RI read-in. Quite cool la. And I think my junior very sad. Coz the first time i ever stepped to play for RISE, I at least had Kahsiong to accompany me. Now Mingde was all alone. But nevermind la. Theres me. hahaz K so the read-in was.. boring la.. nothing to play and nothing important anyway.

After that i chionged all the way from bishan to upper east coast road. When to Randalls. Randalls is a cool eatery with very cheap and nice pizzas and jap food. The drinks are also very nicE! The games after that was damn fun! We played some retarded ball game in the dark. The ball glows in the dark. So its quite fun if you can imagine seeing only the ball and hitting to
"score" goals, which are actually spaces between 2 people's legs. NOT INBETWEEN. But between 2 ppl. hahahaz.. I realised it sounded a tad wrong. lol.

Anyway many people got hurt. hahaz. But all in all, it was very fun. And thats why im so tired now. Today was a busy busy day. And i walked alot, perspired alot and ate alot. But its good to see friends again.. it seemed like i just saw them yesterday when i saw them again today.

Oh and today was a great day! Everything seemed to fall into place, like getting everything done in the most convenient manner and meeting appointment timings. Even the bus 14 came immediately after i left Randall's. Also, there are some things that made me happy.. but i dun wanna say it here coz its still uncertain. SO THANK GOD FOR EVERYTHING HE HAS BLESSED ME WITH TODAY!!!!! but my phone kinda like spoilt...

K im tired.. whatever...got some stuff on my mind.

2008-01-18T08:29:00.000-08:00

Seriously i think this is one of my BEST drawings ever!!!!!.. Its captain america and iron man.. taken from the " Onslaught Reborn" miniseries. Though i changed a few proportions coz i didnt like it, its basically the same in terms of composition and detail.

Anyway, when you are bored and listening to mp3 with a string ensemble rehearsing infront of you, inspiration comes quickly and the pen traces the image you see. Apparently.. its QUITE GOOD! haha.

Shit i cant stop marvelling at it!!!! K thats very narcissistic. hahaz

K to more important things. Tmr im going moutain climbing! in MALAYSIA! with some church people. Im doubt i can make it in time for class outing. Wasted. I hope tmr is fun.

And i'm considering working as a service crew in TCC! woo hoo!!!!! I may have found a job at last.. But i still got other stuff going on and haiz.. its tiring. Like training and all that.

I JUST LOVE MY DRAWING!

2008-01-15T03:12:00.000-08:00

HAHA sketches of boredom.......

Damn sian la.. no job. should be coz im going into NS soon. But not that soon. Haiz. i signed up for 5 tuition agencies already and still no job.

I had golf lesson this morning.. very tiring.. I hate bunker shots.. yucks.. And my instructor, Mark Kawasoe, his shots are like.. straight but slightly titlted upwards.. but then towards the middle of the ball's journey, IT GENERATES LIFT!!!!! The ball is so uber fast that the ball actually gains speed and "flies" in mid air!!!! wow ..

K im damn sian already.. and yeah.. my friend got the job i would DIE for(grrr).. and got more pay and everything.. haiz..

2008-01-12T02:48:00.000-08:00

Yay my passion for golf has been ignited once again.. Going for that perfect swing.. but still no distance.. haiz..

I hope to get a job and finally learn how to hit far.... haiz..And of course horn.. still struggling with retarded breath support.. so much hope.. but reality?

2008-01-10T08:54:00.000-08:00

I cant draw hands.. haiz..

K everyday its getting suckier and suckier.. should i even continue?

Anyway, this is not really the original idea i had. My friend was telling him about his/her dream. And so there were many "what if"s and the worse case scenario and the hope of the dream coming true.

Therefore i wanted to portray it as a discussion between the Liang and the "Nightmare" and the "Hope", each representing the shattered dream and the fulfilled dream respectively. And a trial actually, to determine the fate of this "dream", which is the ugly massless cloudy circle in Liang's claws.

But it didnt look good and was too ugly to draw. So here is just the two outcomes ( nightmare and hope) fighting to control this dream which Liang is currently safekeeping.

Quite meaningful i think.

ANYWAY I NEED A JOB!!!!!!!

2008-01-09T06:10:00.000-08:00

omg this is damn ugly.. anyway its the dragon fighting a losing battle against Boredom and youtube cant even help it. The woman is boredom.. her looks is taken from a certain teacher i know....just abit.. prettier.

Damn bored....

2008-01-08T10:21:00.000-08:00

This creature has many names.. Different cultures call it differently. Some call it Johnny, some Jon, Liang, occasionally, liangtz or liangliang or Jonliang or cheekoliang.

Liang is very hungry.. very hungry indeed.

2007-12-31T18:24:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! New year resolution, be less fat, be fitter, improve golf, improve korean, GET A JOB!, engage my mind in anti-senile-causing activities, grow deeper in Christ. oh oh and i forgot, be able to play the secret song and NOT FAIL MY EXAM.. and to make sure that whatever outcome my A level results bring, God will lift me up. Difficult but..resolution la.. resolution.

Two days ago, i wanted the pics right? ( previous post ) so i asked my mum for the tour leader's number, Karlina. Apparently she only had her Europe number. So i went to ask melissa to help me ask her mum for Karlina's Singapore number. BUt she didnt reply me coz she was sick.

Apparently my mum INDEED HAD her number. So she finally passed it to me after remembering it and i asked her for help. And before i knew it, Hung Yih and Hung Kye added me on msn. Hung Kye is damn funny and Hung Yih is..aiyah both also everday watch soccer........

Anyway, TIP outing cancelled.. which kinda sucked coz i prepared the gifts and the wine already.. though the gifts arent that great by itself. lol. But then.. so sian.. when i was sleeping in the afternoon, Foong smsed me to say cancelled..

Then yesterday, i went to my friend;s house to eat and drink some wine and play games and play horn. Met a few jonathans.. Yonghan looks different.. but its not that bad la. In fact its better.. haha.

Inspired by the whole NS thingy, i went to run today after 20 days of not running and 10 days of stuffing myself with food in Eastern europe. Need to improve by a whole lot more. But it was alright la. Not too good, not too bad.. faster and longer distance in the same amount of time but stops frequent.

Need to practise for my exam and need to practise for golf. Speaking of which tmr is my 4 lesson.. and i need to improve drastically. My swing is improving! yessssssss.. but compared to my brother who has been playing his primary 2 and my parents.. who has been playing since.. 65 million years ago.. i doubt ill ever reach their standard.

Have a class outing on 5th january.. can i make it? Saturday got pool? AHHHH!!! the cam warrior outing and class outing clash!!!!! SHIT!

I got a new stack of comics to pia! yessssss .. recently, even before Eastern Europe, ive been so bored.. i started to watch ESPN and football channel. WOW. nevermind, at least now i know what ppl are toking about lolz!

DIE SCALES!!!!! DIE!!!!!!!!! BURN AND ROT!!!!!!!

2007-12-28T20:50:00.000-08:00

Im back from Eastern Europe! currently suffering from post-holiday blues. I miss the freaking cold weather, the international breakfast, the wake up and board the bus and sleep and go down and take photos and go up the bus and sleep and eat routine, the people there, the opportunity to make friends, etc.

Lets talk about the weather first. Everday is below 0 degrees. It snowed at night but i didnt get to see it. So i literally experienced a "white christmas", which i thought was quite cool (pun not intended) though..snow wasnt anything new or exciting to begin with. Apparently my family went to Eastern Europe at the time when winter just started. So you can imagine winter beginning already so cold. In January ,i was told the weather temperature drops all the way to 26 degrees below 0. Cool huh. So its damn dark and gloomy and cold and quite depressing. But then because it was close to christmas, night time is quite a sight actually.

The weather is also damn damn dry. I washed my clothes and let it hang in the toilet. The next day morning dry already. And my face is still undergoing massive natural skin dermabrasion due to excessive drying and peeling. Night occurs two third of a day. And my brother didnt want to go and mingle with the other kids.. so night was damn boring. Actually all the kids didnt mix together. Wasted.

There was this damn cute little boy. Very cute. On the flight back he used the aeroplane phone to call my seat. After saying hello close to 20 times, he told me he was sitting two seats in front of me........ so cute. His siblings are very quiet. His sister never spoke anything to me. His brother talked to me on the last two days. Very helpful. Helped us take family photo. On the last day took photos with them.. but i forgot to give them my email.. so they cant send it to me.. sian...K i cut myself out from the pic coz it was below my acceptable level of fugliness.

And i didnt know i actually knew someone on the tour! In fact the other person recognised me but i couldnt recognise her coz she cut her hair and she looked different. Only when i came back to singapore, i went online and she opened a convo with me. So i asked her where she went and she told me she was on the same tour! omg.. for 10 days.. i didnt know she was on the same tour as me. How retarded. More retardedly, she knew who i was but NEVER once even said hi. zzz

K here are some pics. The buildings all look old and very communist looking. Everthing is ex, even toilet must pay. Its also damn cold and boring coz its winter and everything is closed.

yay food! Saw this at a Christmas Market.

The Berlin Wall!!!! part of it actually. I saw my sec 3 and 4 history textbook come to life. Its 3 metres high and when it got torn down, many artists were invited to draw on the wall to reflect the whole issue of the Berlin Wall. But many unauthorised "artists" vandalised the orignal drawings and paintings.. ruining some of the great works.

This is one very good example of me taking photo of a monument we were supposed to see and not listen to what it was made for. As far as i know, its a gate to the old city of Berlin and Napoleon loved the chariot on top so much ( i love it too) that he wanted one in Paris also.

There. The chariot. Damn nice right?

Berlin, actually Germany, is famous for its pork knuckles. Its DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE!!! k being delicious is one thing. Being fattening is another. So eat it in moderation. LOL. Also this trip i drank wine almost everyday. One interesting thing during winter is hot wine. Its really nice. Its the drink next to the plate.

A random view of Prague. I think Budapest is better. Budapest is in Hungary. Prague is in Czech republic.

This is part of prague's city centre i think. i cant remember but the lights are damn nice. And in front of the building is a christmas market. Its like our pasar malam like that but more stable huts used as stalls, more christmassy feel and products sold. The whole market is quite big actually but my lousy photography skills due to lack of height makes its look less impressive than it really is.

This is inside a Cathedral. A damn huge cathedral and very beautiful. Its of gothic architecture and made in a few hundred years back la. And the cool thing about prague is that its all original. Unlike berlin and vienna and budapest, prague managed to preserve all its old towns and buildings because if you take history and remember, the Nazi's just came and occupied Czechoslovakia without any retaliation. So there were no bombs or destruction that destroyed any buildings or towns.

This is the astronomical clock in the Prague old town area. Its damn cool coz it shows you the moon and sun postion as well as time and the constellation that is closest to Earth? ( im not sure about this but its about constellations.)

This is a damn nice view of Prague's old town area with another Christmas Market. Its damn nice!!!!! like some fairy tale like that.

This is POLAND! Auswitch camp number 2! There are altogether 3 camps in Auswitch. This first camp is much smaller and its now a museum. I would post pictures but its too much. The torture of the jews is really.. mentally exhausting to even view in the museum. Look at the size of camp 2. This is the right hand side of camp 2. Theres a left hand side. Both sides are separated by a railway track which if you watched Schindler's list, would find very familiar. And the tour leader showed us the movie on the bus so when we got there, it was very weird to view something as horrid as this and to know how terrible the whole idea of concentration camps is.

This is the railway separating both sides. You can see how big the whole camp is. There were 65 million jews beore WW2. After WW2, only 7 million jews were left due to extermination and genocide. Sad huh. And as mentioned in the Bible, Jews will be scattered around the world, but God will unite them under 1 country. And in 19-something, Israel was formed and now there are around 150 jews left in Poland. The rest went to Israel.

This is camp 1. The entrance reads "work to be free". We all know how many people have read that and died. Very sad.

This is another random pic of jewish mushroom soup( very nice!) in bread. In fact poland and berlin are countries very jewish-like. But there are more Roman Catholic churches around.

My white christmas lol! The scenary while on the bus is nicer. But when i took them they became very blur. But the outside scenary arh.. woah..WHOLE FIELDS covered in snow. Coniferous trees with snow on them.damn nice. And sometimes you can see windmills. Those modern windmills are freaking big. And its very foggy so theres this ominous presence about those windmills when they just creep into sight as you drive nearer and suddenly you comprehend the sheer size of those things.

My white chrismas! from outside the bus along the way to .. i think its budapest.

Random pic number 3! Beautiful fat cold cute cat!!!!

This is in Budapest already. Its called Heroes Square coz there are many figurines of past kings and rulers inbetween the pillars. Its really really very majestic.

If you squint your eyes.. you can actually see the figures.

This is a damn nice view of the Pest side of Budapest. Budapest is made of the hilly region, Buda, and the plains, pest. So i was on the Buda region andyou can see the Pest side of the country. And its damn cold so its very foggy and mistly as well. But as you can see, the buildings and everything is really nice.

Another pic from a higher region to show the snow.

Random pic 4! FOOD!!! omg.. the food there is marvelous. The sausages are to die for.. the price kills you instantly. And I've been eating kitkat and maggie mee and drinking lots of coke and wine and apple juice. Every morning i eat scrambled eggs. I so love them. Generally, i love food. I love the food there too.

Nice lights at some shopping area. In European countries, the shopping areas in the town and whatsoever are only assesible by foot. So you have to walk very long in the cold and dark, admiring the nice lights and the hideously expensive stuff in the shop windows.

I went to watch a ballet at vienna opera house. And i got this box seat which was an experience coz i never sat in anything like this before. Basically its three seats in the first row, two seats second and last two seats third row. The last two seats are damn sucky coz you cant see anything. Luckily i got the middle seats. Thats my brother over there.

I remember Mr Leonard Tan telling us that there are standing seats. I got to see them!

This is the back of the box where you can put your coats and all that.

This is how big the opera house actually is. Impressive. Damn nice.

The weird thing about Vienna. Mozart isnt just a composer now. He is a brand! Chocolates full of his name and picture and shops selling them. OMG.. i tell you arh.. they are obsessed. Or either that they think tourists are all damn enthu about Mozart just coz he is popular. weird.

This is a TOILET! complete with the money eating machine and barriers to entry. Quite groovy for a toilet. It waas created by this industrial artist. Theres this street full of his stuff. Huntertwasser was his name. Very unique.

You see all the houses at the back? THEY ARE ALL SHOPS!!!! Its called a Factory Outlet. And its just rows of shops. Branded goods boutiques and all that. But price is no better than that in Singapore. Seriously. Singapore should have one. Vivocity is good but Factory Outlet just looks so much cooler. Its a one stop retail therapy centre. But i dun really like it coz there too many things and i dunno how to shop.

Hahaz this Auntie sells fish soup at my mum's office. And she is damn funny. She survived below freezing temperatures wearing only slippers and socks! OMG.. best.

Theres also this salt mine thing that i went to. But they only allowed one camera per family coz you NEED TO PAY TO TAKE PHOTOS!!!!!! So my dad has all the photos. But its damn cool. All year round 14 degress in those mines.. and its full of exits and very nice to see. I touched the walls and i tasted it.. its really salt. We are allowed to do that. lol.

2007-12-13T00:28:00.000-08:00

wah my life is getting busier and busier.. unlike A levels where busy has bad connotations, this time im quite okay with it

But, i need a high paying job coz currently ill only get 80 bucks a week which is damn little

I need to practise harder coz scales on horn is terribly difficult, not to mention i have to memorise them and the peices are tough.

I have to constantly remind myself to run and do pull ups. But considering that every morning except today ( why?) it didnt rain, i havent been running since Saturday. So today i got out of bed and ran to make myself feel better. lol

And i thought by having a pull up bar near you would make you do them everyday. Nope it doesnt. The pull up thingy at my door is often overlooked by me when i enter and leave the room. I should notice it soon.

Finally, tmr is my first GOLF lesson! Hhaha today i went to the driving range with my dad to hit some balls and to get my swing albeit futile.. i think.

Good luck to me man.. next week going holiday.. haiz.. i need a high paying job.

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2007-12-10T02:06:00.001-08:00

damn cool

2007-12-06T20:57:00.000-08:00

Im glad to announce i have officially completed reading ALL the comics lent to me. Very enriching experience. hahaz

SDD is also over. It was quite okay la. The food was alright. I liked the dessert. Somehow the papaya in it complemented the taste of the dessert as opposed to whenyou eat papaya alone, which is revolting. The acapella group was.. terrible. The Camels.. were... noisy. The duo Dance Group ppl were really really really good and they were only like.. 15 and 14? Then the last band made of Band members and melody was awesome too.

Felicia Chin, shiek haikel and jessica tan was present. And in our table, 3 ppl won lucky draw prizes.. Huimin, Shayne and Ginny but Ginny was in the toilet so they gave it away. Also the grand prize was won by IQBAL!!!!! wah lao eh.. i want.

Anyway after that i stayed over and played games and stuff.. very sleepy. yesterday slept the whole day. I just woke up. My life is so full of shit.

And i still have no SDD photos.. sad right?

2007-11-29T09:48:00.000-08:00

Do they look alike? haha pardon my lousy drawing.. still learning. hahahz

disclaimer: Tiffany told me there was no such thing as "deprove" and yes she is very smart.... go figure...

2007-11-29T03:58:00.000-08:00

Its been a week since my unrestricted new found freedom. Within this 6 days ive been for 2 RISE rehearsals, 1 VJ alumni pract and 1 Vs alumni prac. Ive played for 1 RISE concert and got to know more SNYO ppl. Played pool and watched movie on monday, went to practise some horn stuff on tuesday and got treated for both lunch and dinner( sushi). Wednesday i slacked , watched Heroes and read the huge amount of comics I borrowed and had dinner at sakae sushi with family. Thursday which is today, got to know in depth of some BGR stuff on the phone and read and scanned comics which I will post below. Thats about it. Is it just me? or does it seem like recently there have been many ppl plagued with BGR woes that just gets to my ears.. Also, ppl have been telling me about my character and all that. All this in 6 days...

Not too exciting.. neither issit too boring. Tmr going out and spending lots of money.. i need my dad back.. lol! kidding. Sat and sun ill be home alone coz everyone in my family is going overseas while i ponder whether i should play for VS alumni.

k anyway, this is the amount of comics ive borrowed. I already returned more than half thats why its this little.. lol

In one of the piles, there was this series called the Rise and Fall of the Shi'ar Empire. And i love the Shi'ar Empire coz it was the first time the Phoenix Saga was introduced and they are aliens and they are cool looking ppl coz they look human but they have feathers. K later you will see Lilandra. She is a typical Shi'ar. The Imperial Guards are a mixture of Shi'ar and other planets, coz the Shi'ar is an Empire of many many planets. So the races are very diverse.

These are the Shi'ar Death Commandos...Drawings and inkings are damn nice.

Here's another pic of them. They just appeared so i dunno what powers they have specifically. One can control bugs, the other can turn into mist and theres a Warskrull, which can duplicate any ppl's powers, like Peter petrelli but much uglier.

Yay on to the IMPERIAL GUARDS! The guy in the middle that looks like superman is Gladiator. His power is cool coz as long as he thinks he is undefeatable, you cant defeat him. Only Phoenix and Cassandra Nova messed up with my mind and defeated him. The guy in flames is Starbolt, obvious power. The one below is smasher.. damn strong and the last one on the top left hand corner is Impulse. Like cyclops like that but his whole body is energy.

This is a damn old comic which i bought a few years back. Also have the Imperial Guards. The guy in green i forgot his name.. but he can shoot some solar thingy from his chest.. so lousy so and i dun think he appeared again.. lousy shit. Then the guy he is carrying in called .. umm i forgot also.. insignificant coz i dun think he appeared again too.

The guy in the middle in yellow is a typical Shi'ar looking member. The triangular head thingy, they are feathers. He can control electricity. The lady in pink is Oracle and she is telepathic. The robot dude is Warstar. He is complicated coz he is composed of two beings. One smaller one and one larger one. They are.. just like robots.. strong and can shoot electricity from his hands. The Green ugly thing is called Hobgoblin, he can shapeshift. The girl in purple above Oracle is Nightside. She can tap into the Dark dimension( dunno what that means too). All i know is that she can teleport and make things dark and do weird stuff. The guy flying is Flashfire i think.. cant remember but can also control electricity. The last one in the background. She is Manta and she can see in infrared and shoot bright light from her body.

And this was the comic i bought. hahaz The guy in the middle who is black and white is Neutron. His whole body is made up of quantum energy( dunno whats that) and that makes his super strong. The top left hand corner, you can see the solar wind guy ( green), a girl called Moondancer(purple and red) and an ugly shit called Glom(pink). Moondancer can simply locate ppl...( stupid power and thats why i think she was never seen again.. writers thought she was redundent). Glom can eat any form of energy...weird. Below Glom is the martial arts guy, the one i couldnt remember the name above.

On the top right hand corner there is this guy and his green fat thing. The guy is called Voyager and can open portholes where ppl can teleport through. The green fat thing is.. dunno cant remember.

This is from one of the newer comics.. The drawing again is FANTASTIC! The artist is called Billy Tan and he is Singaporean! I wish i could be just like him. Anyway, the weird thingy in pink is called plutonia. She can phase through ppl and objects, just like how Shadowcat does. Then below you see impulse getting killed and in the next frame you see Gladiator.

Here is the imperial guard again. The far right you see impulse! the guy lying down is smasher. The strong guy. The rest i cant see clearly.

Here you see the bad guy get trashed by Neutron and Kosmos. They both have relatively same powers and look alike too.

Here you see Gladiator again. He is the leader( Praetor) of the Imperial Guards. The guy in the center is Mentor. He is a tactician. The girls next to him are nightside and oracle. And the next frame you can see nightside shoot some black stuff from her hands.. thats the dark dimension thingy.

Again you see gladiator. The the far left is mentor. The woman speaking is Scintilla/Midget. She can shrink. There is huge guy in the back ground. He is Titan and can grow damn big. At the back you can see plutonia and next to her is a grey thing called Earthquake. And as his name suggests, he can control the ground.

This is Empress Lilandra. Damn cool drawing. Umm.. she is no longer Empress coz.. long story.

See everyone knows X men.. but within the Marvel comics universe, there are so many aliens and more itneresting things.. i want to get my hands on the Imperial Guard comics..dunno where to find. Anyway today i learnt that there is no such word as "deprove"...

2007-09-25T07:35:00.000-07:00

HAHA from now onwards i shall blog about what ive learnt in korean.

점심 먹었어요? (ch-orh-m shim m0rh gorh sorh ioh?)

Have you eaten lunch? 점심 is lunch, 아침 ( ah jim) is breakfast and 저녁( chorh n-iorh-g) is dinner. 었어요 is a sentence ending meaning had. Together with 막다 ( mog da) meaning "to eat", "had eaten" is simply 먹었어요.

a.아직안먹었어요 (ah chig an morh gorh sorh ioh)

I have not eaten yet. 아직 means "yet". 안( an) means no, and it negates the 먹었어요 to mean "had not eaten". Therefore the whole sentence is literally, yet had not eaten.

b.네 먹었어요

Yes, i have. 네 means "yes". And the whole sentence translates to "yes, had eaten" lieterally.

그람 같이먹어요? (kur rorhm kathi morh norh ioh)

Then, shall we eat together? 그럽means "then, therefore". 같이 means "together". Hence the whole sentences translates to "then together eat? 어요 is just another weird sentence ending which im still not sure of though i know a few.

좋아요( chu wah ioh)
Just means "i like".

맛이 어때요? (mashi orh dey ioh?)

How is the food?반이 is "taste". 어때요 is "how is it?" Its one of the many many sentence endings a sentence can have.

1.정말 맛있어요 (ch-orh-ng mal ma shi orh ioh)
2. 맛없어요 (ma shib sorh ioh)

1. Very good.정말 means "very". 있어요 again is a sentence ending that means "to exist". Therefore, 맛이있어요=맛있어요, which means tasty. Literally, taste exists.

2. Bad. 없어요 means " to not exist". Therefore,맛없어요 means tasteless! If you add "정말" to the phrase, it means it tastes very very bad!

As you can see. korean is a tough language to learn.. haiz..

2007-09-20T06:08:00.000-07:00

tmr is the end of my i-think-i-need-alot-of-moderation prelims... i really hate mugging. One month of mugging is seriously.. hardcore...Why can't i like just learn a skill? I dun mind learning art for life.. if i get good job prospects la.

Anyway , I'm not studying for tmr's bio MCQ coz i lost all drive to mug and its pointless.

Recently, i watched this youtube video thing about asians.. and i realised.. being asian rocks... though the youtube video i watched wasnt very asian friendly. Nikki Gil, some popular fillipino singer sang a high school musical 2 song on the Asian soundtrack, and it was damn good. Then i watched Korean dramas.. and i decided to learn how to speak it simply coz its cool and its cool.

Then i want to brush up on my Chinese, coz though i can understand what i hear on TV, i can never say it out if need be. My chinese expression sucks la.. my sentence structure is terrible. Speaking of sentence structure, Korean sentence structure is a English nightmare la. Father to the room go. John cat see. You 2 hours take maybe. WTF!!!!! how to learn how to speak Korean when my chinese already cannot make it. But then again, for all those ppl out there who thinks korean is chinese... its soooo not.

Anyeoi geh sehyo!

2007-09-05T09:23:00.000-07:00

answer the following questions.

1. the idiot who tagged you is?
tiffany tay fenni

2. your relationship with her is?
friends

3. your 5 impressions of her
a) pro st nicks oboist
b) retard
c) girl, biologically anyway
d) Ms Sia!
e) SNYO

4. the most memorable words she has said to you.
JONLIANG IS GAY!

5. the most memorable thing she has done for you
Call me gay... asshole

6. I SHALL SKIP THIS COZ IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN

7. THIS WILL NEVER HAPPEN TOO

8. if she becomes your enemy , you will?
do nothing

9.If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
too irritating

10. the most desired thing you want to do for her now is?
teach her not to talk too much

11. your overall impression of her is?
ok lor

12. how do yout hink ppl around you will feel about you?
this has nothing to do with the whole idea of this.

13. the character you love of yourself is?
im fat, stupid and ugly

14. on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
im fat, stupid and ugly

15. the most ideal person you want to be is
a Godly person

16. for people that care and liek you. say something to them.
LET ME KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!!!!

17. pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1 tiffany
2 yonghan
3christina
4 kahsiong
5 fiona
6.weijie!
7. daniel yew
8. jasmine
9. foong
10. anny!

who is 6 having a relationship with?
maths H3 papers

9 a male or female
MALE

if 7 and 10 are tgt, will it be a good thing?
nope.. coz both are not gay

8 and 5?
well, they are already together

what is 2 mugging about?
physics i guess

when was the last you had a chat with 3?
today.

what kind of music band does 8 like?
weird music

1 got siblings?
PLENTY!

will you woo 7?
TOTALLY!

whats the surename of 5?
Lee

whats the name of 10?
Ann Siong Chew

whats the hobby of 4?
barking

does 5 and 9 get along well?
yeah! TIPPERS...

where is 2 mugging at?
either at home or with me!

talk something casually about 1.
she is damn slow.

do you have tried developing feelings for 8?
nope..

where does 9 live?
bedok reservoir down there... he also resides in my heart.. AHAH

are 5 and 1 best friends?
nope

does 7 like 2?
highly unlikely! lol

how did you get to know 2?
sec1 classmate

does 1 have any pets?
nope

7 the sexiest person in the world?
HELL YEAH!!!!

2007-08-17T05:14:00.000-07:00

Im still fat....

My studies sucks....

Whats new....

God has really blessed me with a good family. My parents give me alot of freedom. My brother is just wonderful. And everything is well. Ive got friends.

Best of all, i think God has given me gifts that ive always overlooked. I think i can draw better than most people.. "i think" and "most" are the keywords. lol. but still then.. cant deny it.

God has also given me a damn good ear.. and a smart mouth sometimes to encourage others. But mostly to listen to their problems. And sometimes when you have all the love in the world to give to others, you cant help but feel you have no one to receive it from. But, NO FEAR! If there's one thing God made it very clear to me, HE loves me. lolz.. very personal but true.

So recently, it has been brought to my attention( rather laggy) that it would soon be the end of my stay in VJC. And regarding friends, theres 2 things that stood out in my mind.

One of them is this person who constantly faces problems in his/her ( confidential sorry..told you im a good listener...so CONFIDE IN ME!!!!.. dun be cheated by those ppl who will gossip about you.. lololol) unique way. Something tells me ( hopefully the holy spirit working and not my pride) that this person needs to know that he/she cannot always face a problem or adversity and them confide in people like me. Coz i believe that the fact that the person even told me about it, meant that God has a plan. And that plan i believe, like most of plan, is to uplift the weary soul through this force called love, which transcends the whole Christian theology.

But, theres a limit to what humans can do. Likewise, theres a limit to my effectiveness as a friend. Therefore, i was hit one night by this sudden urge to tell the person to create a home in his or her heart for God. Not so much that he or she may be less affected by everything, but more to introduce the person to experience the love of God. unfortunately, the talks ive had with this person is always very unappropriate.. so cant really tell... But, if its God's will, it would be done... i pray.. AMEN?

Second! wow so long.. sorry... got inspired..theres this certain someone whom i know. My friend rather. Encouraging and fun and full of shit. Had lots of fun toking cock. When i couldnt do something he would help me. And i hardly did anything for him. The closest thing to ever doing anything for this person i guess would be to effectively keep his or her secret, though people knew already.. lol. So i was sleeping yesterday and i thought about a weird senario. What if this friend of mine died the next day. Of course, i started thinking back to all the times that we crapped and so on and so forth. Though i dun think he really required me as a friend, i appreciated his /her presence in my life and hence i say God has blessed me. And to glory God back in return, ive been thinking of doing something back for this friend of mine for once. But he/she may be skeptical and reluctant. As they say, you can count the number of seeds in a fruit, but you can never fathom the number of fruits from the seed.

Lastly, i had this dream that i was in the midst of someone being possessed and was trying to possess me. Freaky, it happened three times in the same afternoon but all three had different senarios. My last dream was about this person's birthday. The next day i checked my mail, friendster had this birthday alarm for the very same person. Co-incidence? God works in mysterious ways and while HE does what He always does, i pray i will continue in my faith, burning brighter and stronger each day till the day He comes to take me home.

2007-08-10T09:36:00.000-07:00

I LOVE EGGS!!!! today i cooked my own scrambled eggs and im not lying or being biased, it was awesome!!!!! im gonna cook some more when i get more eggs.. hahaz poached, hard boiled, half boiled, EVERYTHING!

k need to mug.. and sleep less.. everytime i read notes or do maths or do stuff.. my bed calls out to me.. and being the good master that i am, i respond to my priority and fall asleep.

Good luck to me man...

2007-07-22T03:46:00.000-07:00

woah im very very tired. Ive been sleeping at 12.30 everday since we3dnesday and its because i sleep immediately after i reach home and wake up at around 10 pm to do stuff. HAiz..

Wednesday got Pe, Thursday ran 2.4, Friday ran 3.3.. Then friday i still so smart, go all the way to sembawang to decorate my friend's house for her birthday. And i had to stand from city hall to sembawang.. its freaking far!!!!!!

Then i studied overnight with tippers at toa payoh macs coz it was too late to go airport. I k.o.ed there.. didnt study much.. then i went home at 6 and slept all the way till 2 pm. After which i got ready to meet yonghan chiku and mum.

NDP was GREAT!!!!!!! The pool game was fantastic!!!! and carl's junior's beef chilli cheese fries were good! hahaz that and the fireworks is all i know of NDP.. coz we came late...

Then there were really weird questions were i failed..... makes me wanna turn--- coz i suck at it.. boo hoo hoo.. stupid people.......................................................

2007-07-17T09:00:00.000-07:00

today, when i packed my horn, i did not put my mouthpiece in the case, i brought it home.
I put my horn case back to its original position on the shelf instead of leaving it on the floor as i always did.
I looked at the previous horn i used since NSSN 05.

I went back to pack up on last time for my section.

I still remember my first NSSN. I didnt expect to get into VJ let alone become SL. Haiz.. time flies.

Then my juniors came in NSSN 06.

Ive seen them cry and laugh till now...literally... lol

Now im out of band.

But you cant get the band out of me just yet. HAHA

It may jolly well be the last time i ever touch a horn. Or it can be a start of a another wonderful journey. But VJCSB is an experience i will never forget, from Hawaii to Majestia, from Gold with Honours to PresentationNight. From juniors like kahsiong to people like junyi.

But friends will always be friends.. the friends i made in VJCSB is a constant.

The 4 walls of my band room lie around my heart...

2007-07-10T05:46:00.000-07:00

yayz today for band pract i hit the G.. damn happy hahaz

On the bus to school everyday i notice several things...

1) always sit next to AHS ppl because they get off the next stop.

2) people rarely sit between between people on the bus ( with the exception of my first point
because they get off the next stop)

3)Majority of the people on the bus i see are the same few i see everyday.

4) many students are on the bus, VS, TJ, VJ, KC, ST pats..

5) opposite sex students dun sit together unless frm the same school

6)Vs guys would rather stand and act cool than sit

7) as soon as you get a seat, SLEEP!

8) if there is an interesting show on TV mobile, follow the rest and watch, to relieve yourself of the awkwardness of staring at each other if you choose not to sleep.

9) if you see your friend on the bus, casually say hi and dao the person for the rest of the journey.

10) as soon as you reach the bus stop, take out your ipod or mp3 player and listen to it.

11) look at the mirror occasionally to look at your own reflection works best if early morning or late at night.

12) students generally move into the window seat as soon as the previous sitter leaves.. but older passengers hardly do that and require you to squeeze between them and the seat in front to get in.

yeah that should be about it.. hahahaz im so lame and bored.. im tired.. did badly for CT 2 anyway.. stupid me....oh and my burn fat thingy doesnt seem to be working.. haiz.. sheeeeeeeeet

2007-07-09T04:22:00.000-07:00

Lolz this is from my CT rep who heard it from his ex chairman....

Two friends were walking through the desert. During the journey, they had an argument, and one friend, A, slapped the other one,B, in the face. B was hurt, but without saying anything, he wrote in the sand: today my best friend slapped me in the face. They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. B got stuck in the wire and started drowning, but A saved him. After B recovered, he wrote on a stone: today my best friend saved my life.the friend who had slapped and saved him asked, â€œwhy did you write that?â€ He replied,â€ if someone hurts us, we should write it down in the sand where the winds of forgiveness can erase it away. but when someone does something good for us, we engrave it on the stone where no winds can ever erase it.

Abit unrealistic, but still its an exaggerated way of saying that we should forgive and cherish what friends we have.

People who tell me not to pon lessons and encourage me to do stuff. THANKS!..
People who help me do stuff
People who tell me stuff

I think you all know who you are.. and i think ive ill treated some of you in some way or another.. I WILL CHANGE! hhahaz!

2007-07-07T05:42:00.000-07:00

Aiyoh.. so sad.....

2007-07-06T04:56:00.000-07:00

I dunno why im damn tired today.. ive been paying attention for all my lesson the past few days and im very glad i actually did all my tutorials! yessssss..

I need to burn fat.. fast...

I need to sleep.

I need to do NEW tutorials and t3a and personal statement.

I need to practise for presentation night.

I went down to the band room to prac the last two days after completing my work. I realised my tone really cannot make it anymore. Though i think my enbouchure has been changed for the better im still not sure yet. And today i realised my range has more or less been stablised.. hahaz can reach the high C.

Also i feel that i treat my junior really badly. Haiz..but what to do... its been a few weeks since ive seen my junior and the urge to bully him just gets too overwhelming.. HAHA.. nevertheless, nothing has changed.

I got my ipod! YESSSSS

2007-07-01T09:58:00.000-07:00

gonna fail CT 2 badly.. and to think i sat and mugged at macs..i did mug.. only occasionally then i went to do my "co curricular activity"....lol! The chem paper was disgusting and maths.. got mental block.. and i was sick and sleepy and haiz...Nevermind la.. if its God's will..

On Firday i went to Zhixuan's house for TIP gathering!!!!!! Abit boring but most probably coz i kept reading this book called " teenage textbook" which is damn funny! This girl wore this nice dress to this party.. The book described it as " strapless, backless and almost frontless. If dresses had names, it would be named the Social Welfare dress because it didnt seem to need any support." LMAO!!!!

get it? as in social welfare and support? the dress was not supported by any means.. hence like social welfare?.. you know like.. support the poor .. aiyah you get the point....

So we were at the gym eating and toking cock .. damn sian.. but its good to see them again..hahaaz Especially BRYAN! hahaz then went to douby ghout to eat and tok cock. hahaz. Tip outings seem to be getting far and lesser in between. But still good nonethelss.. Its the act of just being there to tok to each other thats good enough.. The past year was terribly good.. The bonding between us is really very very good la. Sad to say though we dun have as much outings as before, we still know each other. HAHAZ very mushy right? But thats the way i view it and i dun want it to ever end.

Moving on, yesterday i went for Val's Kovan YEC city of sharing CIP event. I was told it was just to faciliate Yuying sec students and sort stuff.. but we did that from around 8 to 6pm! around 10 bloody hours of moving stuff and wearing starchy , non-dry fit shirts that are kinda tight even when you are wearing XL. I was with huiming ginnyquek and weijie! And we were damn efficient la.. Though only 10 boxes but we were damn fast.. we ended up slacking for most of the time coz they didnt deliver boxes on time and didnt pick us up and the boxes on time either. And we were told by the teacher( who was from Vj but teaching at yuying sec) that it was a hotspot......FOR DENGUE!

So we all got paranoid and angry coz we waiting for freaking long.. but all of us did la. The volunteers were mainly from VJ and MJ with a few from i dunno where..Mysterious Boy turned up with his Ct friend.LOL.

But it was kinda fun coz wj, hm, ginnyquek and i were gossiping! HAHAz harmless gossip la. About certain stuff which i cant blog here coz .. the affected parties read my blog! hahaz .. readers out there scared? MUAHHAHAAA.

Thats only the morning part!!!!! the Afternoon was spend taping and sorting and packing and closing and sweating and lifting and dragging and playing. Damn tiring one la. Worse was that we worked O.T. haiz..Actually we were so busy i dun remember much.. just that sorting and packing really sucks. Thanks alot Val!

Then after that went to eat with hm, freak mitosis, my cousin and randall..We were reminded that today was the first day of the 7% GST! wah lao.. i totally forgot la..but nevermind la.. 7%then 7% lor.. not that i buy alot of stuff like that..But for my dad who promised me my bloody ipod.. too bad.. LOL.

Then Randall's mum kindly sent us home. And i fell asleep on her car.. so loser and paiseh. The best part, i was so tired and dirty and sweaty, but when i reached home.. NO ONE WAS IN! Then i flashed back to the morning, when i asked my maid to get my keys from the top floor coz i was already wearing shoes. But she didnt want to and said she would be home when i came home. WAH!!! damn pissed la..

But what else can i do? I climbed over the gate and slept on the front porch. Luckily my parents renovated it such that there was a cover and wooden floor and a nice chair that i could slouch on and sleep. But it was freaking hot and there were mosquitoes everywhere..i was previoulsy bitten at block 126, the HOTSPOT area.

So finally my parents finally came home and i went to bathe ( yesssss ) then i went to watch YOUTUBE and i realised my love for 12 girls band came back again. So i was watching cool videos of 12 girls band and assorted comedies that was damn funny. After that i went to sleep.

I slept late and almost fell asleep in church today. When i came home.. I slept till 6. went to my grandparents house and came home and slept till 11 plus. And coz i was damn bored, im blogging this long long entry.. Seriously my longest ever...hahaz

i dunno what else to write here.. dun wish to emo here too but.. haiz.. heard bad stuff.................

2007-06-25T04:06:00.000-07:00

someone arh.. someone i know... read my blog but never tag..
i think i know yew...hahahz!

2007-06-23T11:53:00.000-07:00

today i went to mug at bishan.. and i tell you.. the people in the north look totally different from those in the east.. generally, they look better.. HAHAAZ..

K i went to mug la.. so i was mugging.. but thats not the point.. the point is that i saw this 8 out of 10 guy.. HAHAHAz.. even christina said he was cute..and he was sec 4 only.. woah.. sad thing.. his girlfriend is damn ugly... Yonghan took a photos.. but i dun have it.. haiz.. wasted.. then i saw this girl with hot legs.. see la.. so many nice things to look at.. K this time i remember the guys face.

I do not condone homosexuality... as in.. i dun hate homosexuals la.. i just feel that i should mind my own business when the topic comes up. But i like to admire nice looking things.. HAHAAHZ

Its been a year and im still the same.. single..............

2007-06-22T06:42:00.000-07:00

shit la.. gonna fail common test two badly.. its not that i didnt study.. but my brain cant accommodate the immense knowledge im meant to contain...k maybe because i started mugging two weeks before common test.. and i have no time to complete EVERYTHING.. aiyah life is just another common test away... one more common test and back to life.. but after a short period of my dream-like "life".. i wake up to pee in the middle of my dream and its time for prelims.. after prelims i fall back into my pleasant dream of "life" before i finally get the alarm clock call for the A levels..

After A levels i fully awake to the real LIFE ive dreamt about.. but.. thats after a whole night of disturbances and possibly nightmares..

Today i was mugging at macs.. and i saw this kinda cute guy... hahaz! It was such a viewing pleasure!!!! K i appreciate ALL beautiful things.. but the guy stood out.. then there were moments of glancing at each other.. before he finally left at 7.15.. then i fully concentrated on my bio.. LOLZ! Kinda wasted i forgot how he looked like.. lol

Before that this meridian JC alumni was toking to her friend infront of me and said.. "i just realised its the last week of the june holls!" then she pointed to cutie and me.. LOLz.. then he friend replied:" thats coz when school re-opens.. its doomsday!" VERY TRUE INDEED.....

Then there was this two people next to me whom i saw yesterday and whom their friend, who wasnt there today, kept looking at me.. didnt know how to find the ! function in her GC.. lololz.. then they did weird things like putting one whole sour plum in their mouth.. and typing their names on her GC.. damn FUNNY!...

But anyway.. today was quite productive.. hope i can squeeze everything in my puny mind..I hope tmr there will be nice people to see.... hahaz.. haiz.. when can i ever be the one to get looked at.. LOLOLO.. dream on..

I dun need her.. i need friends.. HAHAZ

2007-06-15T07:14:00.000-07:00

Friday was STJ at my house.. quite fun.. played bridge and watched my "top 20 must watch movies" MEAN GIRLS!!!! hahahahaz.. very slutty and bitchy.. but anyway.. after that went to mug at airport..

Then the whole of this week i planted my ass at macs with yong yong and mugged.. but i wun consider it mug coz when the reasults come out.. it would not reflect that.. lolz!!!!

Went to watch Fantastic Four yesterday.. it was nice la.. if you know what Galactus is.. or the background of the characters.. i think Jessica Alba can act.. in fact all of them are kinda good in this movie.. and the effects are really really great. HAHAZ.. you wun see Galactus.. but you can see his shadow on Saturn and his figure as some energy thingy that is distorted by all the rubbish dust and debris that his whole body is engulfed in.. but the effects are UBER COOL!.. its really a better way to portray Galactus, devour of worlds!!!! Then have a spacecraft with a giant man in it.. lolol.hahaaz

The above pic shows four of the Cosmic entities which are.. umm.. cool? K from clockwise direction starting from the guy with the cape that has got stars on him. He is Eternity! the one next to him is Infinity and then Oblivion and then Death.. They represent time/life, space, nothingness and umm death?/the end, respectively. K go find out more about them.. im too lazy to write about them.. i just thought they were UBER cool.

Eternity and Infinity. They are two sides of a coin.. who knows what that means.. but they are actually one person.
Oblivion

Death

Eternity once again...

And finally you see GALACTUS!!!!! he is the middle man between eternity and infinity and he is their equal as well. if he dies.. the universe dies as well.. They are all embodiments of abstract concepts... There is also 4 more Cosmic entities( not to be confused with cosmic beings.. they are lousier and no where near that powerful).

Lord Chaos

Master Order

Mistress Love and

Sire Hate..

DAMN COOL!

K then alot of things happened.. weird things.. but too lazy to type.

Damn tired now.. a whole day of bio isnt wise at all..

And i really miss playing the horn.. haiz..........

2007-06-07T00:10:00.000-07:00

yesterday was JTS... wah.. it was.. ook.
I went with yonghan and riyo mori to watch shrek 3! its hilarious la.. snow white is damn bitchy and cinderella and sleeping beauty can actually fight.. damn lame.. hahaz. Nice show though. I hope youtube got put. hahaz!

K then after that we made our way to tampinese where we met the rest of the year 2s.. all arriving at the same time lol..

Then when we went there.. the rest went to the beach.. leaving me all alone at the chalet with the year ones.. zzz but got dafril and daryl la..

Then we ate.. and xiao cui was damn high.. never seen her like that before...

But the best part was the Old Changi Hospital trip hahaz.. it was too short la.. much much shorter than last years one. But it wasnt scary .. its more peaceful. And we wanted to find the bridge thing.. but then there were a few drunkards making noises and clanging bottles.. so we had to leave.. and luckily.. we walked all the way to the other side of OCH such that we were back at the chalet.. cool.. hahaz. Saw all kinds of weird drawings and stuff hanging from the wall though..

Then when we got back we played cards and watch scream.. hahaz its very .. triling.. then went out with randall and xiao cui to talk.. and later phyllinda came.. so we didnt sleep.. we talked till around 8 am plus.. then ppl woke up and we took timothy's dad's car to tampinese where i ate breakfast coz i was hungry and the randall and xiao cui drank milo only...

Woah got to know ppl like xiao cui soo much better.. hahaz never knew she was like this.

Then we had TAE meeting before huimin left.. and after hearing what some people have been telling me about certain people.. i hope they change real soon.. if not..tsk tsk...

hahaz all in all it was quite .. "fun" in a different way la.. Quite happy also. got to meet someone again.. HAHAZ! but too bad there was no cam whoring.. wasted..

2007-06-05T01:03:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a busy day.. i went to school at around 10 to mug with christina and yonghan. But then i saw all the DSA ppl and i felt the urge to practise myself... so i did. haha. Then there was this Nanyang Girls high hornist.. from SNYO.. she sounded pro.. can hit everynote with a core sound.. damn good. Qinjie's sister! omg .. looks damn different.

Then i went to Bishan to study with them again coz later i was going to RI to help out with the camp games fro string ensemble!.. i must say the games are quite fun.. and very tiring..but fun. hahaz. Then i got to meet all kinds of people.. from cute little sec 1s who cannot climb the steps properly squatting down, to damn fast swimmers.. and familiar faces and a weird guy who is confident about his sexuality! hahaz. damn funny..

Then at around 12.45, i reached AIRPORT to MUG! whee!!!!! then mugged till around 4.. then i K.O. I woke up at 6 and ate breakfast and left for home.. where i totally died.. and woke up at 4 pm..( which is now) . Cool.. and Pork is scary.. she knows too much........

And i got to meet a certain someone.. hahahaz damn happy.

2007-06-03T00:38:00.000-07:00

WAHHHH damn happy.. my life is so fun.. i played with a buddha and two highly skilled YO horn players.. They taught me cool stuff.. now i dunno whether should i give up horn totally or continue. Anyway strings concert was quite fun la. Got a few scandals here and there.. plus i got to know ppl better. For example, there is this sec3 RI viola-ist who added me on msn.. then i always had the impression that he was this small kid, but when he approached me.. WOAH!.. he isnt as small and immatured as i thought. So weird.

Then there were alot of cool YO ppl.. whom i didnt really tok to.. coz .. they were toking to themselves.. i only toked to the clarinet ppl and the last RISE concert winds ppl and the horn ppl. The whole concert was quite nice .. but ppl said the symphony was boring.. i think the trombones and trumpets were the highlight of the symphony la.. the brass brass parts are damn nice.

Anyway, after the concert i went out with michelle, yonghan and ( untitiled). Someone was misbehaving badly and i had to get angry many times.. im very cross.. very cross indeed. But then i was feeling very sad coz everything was over.. so .. my mind was in a state of flux! Confusion and a plethora of emotions overwhelmed me! I felt my mind exist in different parallel universes.. i couldnt focus my thoughts.. the only thing i was thinking about was the past week or so.. and the what seemed like the finality of my horn playing......

I have to concentrate on studying man.. cant always pretend i will chiong.. but ive got 3 more episodes of supernatural to watch . and then.. ill start to mug.. ( thats what i told myself on monday!) someone please slap me.....

2007-05-28T07:50:00.000-07:00

I screwed up MAjestia.. thats all im gonna say..

String ensemble pract is damn cool.. but i feel that its too tough for me..

Next.............................bleah

2007-05-25T18:54:00.000-07:00

okies.. its the last week of my band life already.. and to prolong it a little, i decided to play for Vj string ensemble. But then when i went for the first rehearsal, i was shocked and traumatised.. the brasses are all damn good.. except... horns.. looks like the conductor is gonna have to hire professional hornists. sad....

Anyway last night was Majestia.. other than feeling sad coz i screwed up ALL my solos.. and other random parts, its also sad because.. band has been an integral part of my life. Without it i dunno what to do la.. on saturday mornings and all that.. and theres nth to practise for.. so sad

Oh shit i gotta rush to school now.. got naval base CIP thingy. haiz..where i will meet band people again and feel all emo.. but yet have fun.

And im also sad coz of what my junior wrote to me..

2007-05-11T18:32:00.000-07:00

YESSSSSS damn happy!!!!!
Firstly, i passed my piano grade 8 exam!!!!! yessss with only two weeks of intensive practise, i thought i would have to retake.. and i was willing to give up on piano coz my As are this year.. but when i teacher told me i passed with merit sommore.. woah.. i was damn damn dman dman happy!

Then i realised that my meidcal screening was on SYF day! luckily i found out on monday.. if i found out on the day itself.. die le. So i managed to postpone it to monday and i played for SYF 07 which we got...

GOLD WITH HONOURS!!!!!!!

Hahaz damn happy! though i screwed up a few parts.. the band was good.. hahaz. So its kinda like mixed feelings when i heard gold with honours.. surely we got it not coz of my solo .. but then again i did play a solo.. but it wasnt great... you know that kind of feeling?

Then ppl were so happy.. hahaz i was damn happy too.. ppl cried (LOL) and ppl cheered. Then the cool exco treated us to ben and jerry's but then.. we realised that the exco were with us on stage.. and we should stand with them now too! So the year twos decided to chip in abit.

Then went to foodcourt and tok alot of rubbish.. by then i was damn tired already. When i reached home.. mervin sent me safari! it was good!!!! hhaz then he sent me Spartacus but i fell asleep already.. when i woke up he was still online so i asked him again.. and he is sending it to me now!!!!!

YAY we are a top three band!!!!!! GWH!!!! and as randall says. HATTRICK!

And to top it off, you know its kinda significant to leave VJC with two achievements...Band and Tip..sure TIP rocks..but band also has it ups. Last year the pacific basin music festival.. we got GOLD! and this year.. we ended our band life with SYF 07 GOLD WITH HONOURS!!! Of course thanks to Mr tan for his .. nurturing and really really really pacifiying attitude and comments towards and for us. Not forgetting mervin! woah when i was sec 1 i was damn scared of him coz he was like the god of VSCB... then now im year 2.. i see him in a totally different light. Thanks for his help also.. he really put in alot of effort and his effort did pay off! hahahz!!!!!!!

Finally, to play with my junior for two SYFs, playing the same parts and getting gold with honours again.. is one of the most memorable things ever.. For the VS-VJ year 2s.. its our second time playing with our juniors and getting the same results. NIL SINE LABORE!

2007-05-04T08:53:00.000-07:00

Retarded me..

HORN SECTION WHEEE

HORN SECTION ACTING RETARDED

HORN SECTION!

LOL christina cant carry jiahui!

this pic is nice.. hahaaz

this pose is nice too.. i took it! hahaz

jiahui's promotional shot..

Yonghan's promotional shot

Jasmine's promotional shot

Zhiren's promotional shot

yayz.. recently so many things has happened.. its a damn busy week.. band EVERYDAY coz SYF is nxt week.. Bio topical test is next week too.. and so is Chem review test.. oh and Napha too!!! shit gonna do damn badly for all of them.. but SYF must get good grades la.

So on tuesday we went to the beach to cam whore coz it was late and there was nothing else better to do.. look at what a good photographer i am!

2007-04-22T01:26:00.000-07:00

Haiz.. feeling very very crappy and sad... firstly, i wanted to complete all my tutorials today.. but i realised that i didnt bring home my tutorials........ Secondly, im a failed SL... and Thirdly, im stupid.........sad ah!!!!!!!!!!

2007-04-15T08:27:00.000-07:00

Power rangers!!!!!!! Forever Red!!!!!

2007-04-08T00:07:00.000-07:00

Friday was Xianyi's birthday. so i had to go down to shitian;s house to make his shirt.. and its was damn tiring...Then after that we went down to PS's cartel to eat dinner before watchingMeet The Robinsons!

K weird fact number one: its my third time going out with J wei in a group. Weird because.. i dun really like J wei and we never really talk much nor do we find each other particularly interesting. However when we go out together.. its like due to the year ones.. we try and deny the fact and try our best to accommodate each other.. Weird? Hell yah!

Weird fact number two: ive got this feeling Ben neo is upset.. coz he acted gay. Weird because he isnt a gay type.. and he has ( i think) many suitors( female.. not male). However, he gayed with shitian.. and asked me to touched his biceps while he touched mine... then say that its not about the hardness but the bulge.... and before we sat down, he placed his arms around me.. tsk tsk.. must be coz of someone.. ahem* haha

Yesterday was a good day! blasting in band prac while ensuring balance and proper notes was damn shiok.. especially when the conductor isnt around. So you feel more liberated to play louder. Then after that was badminton! i thought i improved but appreantly not.. hahahaz must play more.. Wah enghwee was godlike! ask him to train me.. hahaaz

Then finally the best thing. PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!!!!! i watched it twice when i was young.. but because i ws young i didnt remember not understood what was going on. So yesterday when i finally watched it i was DAMN EXCITED.. and yah it was fantaorgasmiculous!
Seriously the effects were like.. woah but the orchestra not really nice..the singer was nice too.. EVERYTHING WAS NICE!!!!!!! AHHH i wanan watch it again.. but its ex.. boo hoo hoo.

2007-03-23T05:34:00.000-07:00

Haiz.. today mr tan beng wee came to VJ to pick her daughter up from school... so he was talking to a few of us when he asked me if i was stil struggling with horn. Then i said yes. But never did i expect him to ask me to take out my horn! So i did and he taught me some things. He said i improved and that i needed to relax more to have an open sound. So as he tried to help and i played, he said it was settled already. But he might be saying this coz he needed to leave. So i still feel sucky and have to train much much much more. Hopefully i will have a good sound tomorrow.

My Cts were horrible by the way. Dun have remedial but it wasnt good either.. lolz.. WORK HARD JONNY!

2007-03-18T02:06:00.000-07:00

MY TONE SUCKS!!!!! its terrible.. it cant resonate.. i dunno.. WHY?!!! ANy horn gods out there please help me .. SYF is coming soon and so is Majestia.. i need to get my tone. HELP!

k that aside. I blogged about urban hike last week but to my horror blogger refuse to post it so i shant blog about it again.

I MISS TIP! Everything about it. All our dinners and outings and everything. Taiwan was damn fun. I dunno why it seems just like a dream only but it was one hell of a good dream. Tippers rocks.. in fact they are why i miss TIP. The cold weather of taiwan, the food, the ye shi and all the unique taiwan things. THE MILK TEA! yah! wah.. Everyone in TIP/VJ.. and to a certain extent Gi scolding us.. at least everytime after that we go out.. hahaz. Lets have MORE TIP OUTINGS K!? to those reading my blog. hahaaz

K next, i would like to show you the wonders of photoshop!

WITHOUT PIMPLES!!!! original picture below.

2007-03-15T11:06:00.000-07:00

URBAN HIKE!

urban hike was rather fun.. i had 3 pinacolodas and some orange julius drink.. cool right? hahaz

i was at cine.. planting my ass down wating for 4 slow groups to arrive with the exception of shushan's group.. wah her group damn hiong.. performed all the tasks..even she herself did the unthinkable.. her group members also did the unthinkable.. hahaaz

i was drawing and toking cock with ee loong and christina.. damn sian.. as in the waiting part damn sian.

anyway it was a fun day.. saw some tae club potential.. hahahahz.. but nevermind.. doesnt matter.. as the lowest in the foodchain .. ive got no say in any of this..

2007-03-09T06:43:00.000-08:00

these were inspired from heroes.. look nothing like it but.. who cares.. Heroes is a freaking nice show by the way.. lol

today was a good day. i sleptat 12 midnight, then woke up at 6am, thinking that i would go for morning assembly and wait till CIP in the afternoon. But i was too lazy and continued sleeping till 11am. Then shushan told me i may not get CIP points for emceeing.. so i just didnt go to school at all in the end.. lolz!

So i woke up at around 12? and watched tv and used com and practised piano till like 3. Then i slept again till 7. Watched supernatural on youtube till now. Great day!

Ive recently taking an interest in drawing again.. i so love drawing.. this is wat i drew last night.. hahaz.. doesnt really look like it. but..still learning and practising.. lolz..

2007-03-04T07:42:00.000-08:00

To those asking me to blog.. i finally am! hahaz trumpets sound and fireworks fill the air with lights and sounds!

k common test is two days from now and i decided to blog to relax.. after this im so going back to sleep. Tmr there may or may not be school.. but ive decided to go for morning assembly and econs only.. the rest will be mugging!

For A levels, VJC was imba la..haiz.. so much to live up to. Roy got 4As.. wah lao.. i feel damn stupid la.. no H3.. got one H1 and still cant cope... must mug!!! i need tuition and remedial whether they want me or not! Most probably they would.. hahaz after they see my disastrous common test results.. Promos sucked by the way.. common test wouldnt be any different.

Chinese was terrible..adequate but.. terrible nonetheless..very demoralising.

As you can see .. i lead a very sad life.. oh oh.. theres SYF! and my grade 8 piano exam which i want to pass badly so i can dun take piano anymore! And also coz its expensive to take it two times and traveling takes alot of time and effort. SYF and Majestia.. hmm that one has to wait. Common test comes first.

Then theres my pullups! woah.. need to train like shit!!!!!!!! but after seeing my senior go into army three months earlier.. i actually dun mind going in 3 months earlier too. hmm..

Haiz no H3.. and got one H1.. i feel damn loser.. oh oh im fat too..

If you take a look at my previous posts... really Nothing has changed!!!!!! haha

Oh and i have to not neglect God.. somehow i have been.. sad right? haiz...Must be more focused!!!!!!!!

K shall end here.. life sucks..

2007-01-17T07:01:00.000-08:00

how how?! i cant play star whores solo!!! should i change solo? and play the third symphony one instead??? totally malu-ed myself in band la..

PRACTISE MORE YOU PIECE OF SHIT!

2007-01-01T03:02:00.000-08:00

Sorry blog.. have been neglecting you .. hahahaz Lets sum up 2006 in a nutshell

2006 is one of the best years in my life..

Firstly there was my og.. which i though some people were very friendly..my ogl shee nee especially and theres hongwei and yuru.. which havent seem to forget me nor have i forgotten them..

There was this sense of achievement getting into VJ and an even more sense of accomplishment when i could stay in VJ without any appeals.. very happy

Also there was my classmates. Which unfortunately split into two.. some argue three.. hahaz. I think class outings are fun.. but its always the same few people. boo hoo hoo

Then theres my band friends! hahaz got to know alot of nice band people. became SL and TAE club prawno.. didnt expect it at all.. still feel the i-do -not-belong-here thingy.. hahaz

Also band had this cool hawaii trip!!!!!! hahaz which MANY ppl do not have the chance of going. As in non band members.. and we got GOLD! cool!!!! damn fun and happy... good experience.

Then there was church camp! where i learnt quite abit.. and it was strange coz all the youth that went were guys.. hahaahhaaz.. but it was fun nonetheless.. then people started calling me chenweilian...zzzz..

Around August was the RISE concert thing... where i met spectacular people! Mr sze and tiffany and michelle and justin.. just to name a few and of course.. kahsiong.. I always thought rise was the last time i was going to play with him.. but i was wrong hahahz!

Then there was promos.. very sad that i couldnt take H3 and i was even sadder that i had an R paper..

But it was all made up when i passed the OGL interviews!!!!! so happy!!! hahahaz

Then there was nssn preparations.. where i met all the sec 4... engloong and the like... especially him la.. never going to see him again..haiz.. so sad... then theres phylinda and eric and other ppl.. and also played with christopher.. the god!!!! omg and nigel.. the god also.. hahahahz

Finally.. i left for taiwan!!!! omg.. the whole year just ended with this la.. i luv tippers!!!!!!! and im very glad that God brought all of us together.. and seriously i thank God for all this in my life.. i feel that God has actually given me a very very eventful year and blessed me.

hahaz and of course there are those that listen to me whine and know my deepest secrets.. RANDALL AND CHRISTINA!!!! hahaz thanks..

haiz. my french horn section also rocks!!! ZHIREN AND JIAHUI for tolerating my shittyness.. hjahaz

Daniel yew sze han etc etc.. for not treating me like a loser in class

BRYAN! we will still be together! okay!!!!!

TIffany! hahaz little girl..

TIPPERS! luv you

TAE CLUB!!! theres urban hike!!!!! WOO HOO!!!

S34!!!! sorry i dragged the class average down!

Those are people i met in VJ!!!!!

MY BUDDY SONG RONG!!!!! hahaz i dun think you will read my blog.. but i miss you!!! hahaaz

To the special someone... erm.. cant say here

TO MY FAMILY!!!!!! hahaz HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

TO MY GODMOTHERS FAMILY!!! THANKS!!!!!

finally to all those whom i cant think of now.. im sure whatever it is you all had done..it had changed me in this last year..

GOOD BYE 2006!!!!!!!

AHHH　ｄａｍｎ　ｓｉａｎ　ｏｆ　ｂｌｏｇｇｉｎｇ　ｄａｙ　ｂｙ　ｄａｙ

2006-12-18T07:14:00.000-08:00

this is anny, mao and me in a heating thingy ... olden furnace for heating pottery.

me being zi lian.. can see my dragon bling!!!! ahahz my namesake.

chenrui carrying anny

this pic makes me look good la.. i like it.. hahahz!!!!!!

witch trying to carry slow...

anny carrying foong.. hahaz foong got the typical small eyes big smile face.. hahaz

as shown above the small eye big smile face... foong carrying bra..

yinghulk carrying witch!

sian and my dance partner, ? , carrying me!

the same smile....

mao and me carrying ?.

slow hulk carrying bitch

me carying wee! on shoulder

wee carrying me!

me carrying wee on back

mao carying my buddy!

mao me and bryan!

VJC TIPPERS!!!!!!

i will miss chomp chomp, subway, scrabble board and boon keng!

i luv you , you luv me, we are one big family, with a great big hug and a kiss rom me to you, wun you say you luv me too!!! ahahz

NEIHU 4th day

2006-12-14T06:18:00.000-08:00

today was kinda fun i guess... the first lesson we had was the history lesson where i also charged my handphone... the lesson was actually quite interesting. But i dunno why many people fell asleep. The teacher also made a point that Chinese people should be proud of being Chinese...

then after that it was karate lesson.. damn tiring.. must jump here jump there, do pushups and all that.. bla bla.. then there was the demo from the pro karate students.. damn cool la

After that was lunch.. pizza.. but too bad i didnt get to eat much. was very hungry after that

So after lunch was this really really boring and hard poem reciting class.. everyone fell asleep...

Then after that was the bio lesson. was very tired by then.. but anyway.. it was interesting.. kept looking at frogs and hearing the sounds that they make.

FINALLY! the time of the day that i was looking forward to.

MEETING WIＴＨ THE　ＶＪPPL!!!!!!

k the zhongluner were late so i cam whored with the yongchun ppl.. until they came.. then we went to look at shoes!!!!!! hahaz

Had a little chat with stella.. she asked (ｉｎ　ｃｈｉｎｅｓｅ）　ｙｏｕｓｉａｎｓ　ｇｆ　ｈａｖｅｎｔ　ｂｒｅａｋ　ｕｐ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｈｉｍ　ｙｅｔ？

ｈａｈａｈａｚ　ｄａｍｎ　ｆｕｎｎｙ。。　ｔｈｅｎ　ａｆｔｅｒ　ｔｈａｔ　ｗｅ　ｃａｍ　ｗｈｏｒｅｄ。。。

k i lazy upload photo...

NEUHU 3rd day

2006-12-13T06:28:00.000-08:00

k my third day! today was kinda boring. coz there was this ceramics museum thing and this museum of a dead artist and an temple.. k pic time.. hahaz .

k stupid blogger can upload photos.. just know it was damn boring..

after that it grew damn cold with alot of wind. went home to jilong with my buddy taking a bus.. must qait damn long la.. and i fell asleep on the bus. after we got off the bus.. he brought me around jilong. forgot what the place is called..

we went to some ye shi ( night market ) and ate this damn nice prawn soup thingy and this real cool ice cream. its in shreds.. cant imagine? neither could i till i ate it.. very unique.. k its damn cold now la.

im very comfortable here !!! ahahz

oh yah today i didnt get to meet the others.. so sad.. but i heard tmr i will and they will be at jilong! so cool!!!!!!

NEIHU DAY 1 and 2

2006-12-12T07:09:00.000-08:00

neihu is the school im going to in taibei. its kinda big. got its own swimming pool and field. also it has 4 blocks. and taiwan schools they have 3 years of secondary school and 3 years of gao zhong. hahaz. so one block for each level and the last one is the offices.

the first day was tiring. we climbed this mountain called JING MIAN shan! golden face mountain. its kinda like the mountain we climbed in sec3 when we were in Vs. just that i was in school u! so i had to lift up mu pants everytime i climbed over a rock or root. The uniform is quite cool la.. love the jacket and the bag.

so after climbing gold face mountain. we went to xi men ding where we met the zhong lun ppl! they are pork, weeling, slow and witch... hahahahahahahaz

and of course we exchanged info which i cant write out hahaahz.

so its very fun. last of all.. we cam whored ! woo hooW

k second day.. which is today.. im also damn tired now coz its 11.13pm. i dunno why every morning also have stomach ache. very irritating.

k i got to know people better. the TJ girls are all aunties and the Rj ppl are kinda nice... got goose also.hahaahaz k inside joke

today we had this boring landscape appreciation class.. where i designed yesterdays work hahaz.. wasnt listening most of the time. coz when i hear people speaking chinese in the classroom, its analogous to eating a sleeping pill. haiz..

then after that was HOME ECONS!!!!! wow. i so suck at cooking la.. but it was fun nonetheless.. the teacher was chio and nice.. hahhaz

then we ate our own food with our buddies and the teachers.

after that we had this dough sculpting class.. abit no brainer but still fun.. the yu cheng ppl came to join us as well. i lost concentration half way through.

then we went to this museum for the 13 hang ppl. they are a grp of indigenous taiwanese who lived to the age of 30 only and was one of the first few in taiwan to use metal. the museum built in 2003 is very big and nice.. where we cam whored!!!!! hahaz damn funny.

after which around 5.30... the sky looked like it was 9 at night la..... we took a ferry across the danshui river to the danshui bank.. where i ate this ah gei thingy.. its jsut toufu with mifen inside.. it tastes exactly like mee siam but not spicy at all.. then i ate this turkish ice cream thing.. the man there was very funny.

then we went to walk around the place and got really really tired. and the train back was even more tiring!

danshui is all the way at the border of taiwan you see. and my buddy lives at ji long which is another state all tgt on the opposite side of taibei as danshui!!!!!!! so its freaking tiring.. haiz.

slept on the train and on his dad's car.

OH by the way, my buddy's parents treats me very nicely.. lovely people.. hahahahz totally enjoying myself..

i have mixed feelings now. Coz just yesterday i was missing my VJ tippers.. yet today i dun want to go back to them so soon coz im enjoying myself in neihu.. haiz.. theres one and a half weeks more. better make good use of it!

hope i will enjoy myself tmr!

taiwan first 5 days!

2006-12-11T08:03:00.000-08:00

stupid blogger upload photos so long.. i cant upload any photos la. but i really really had a great time.

day one: the airport bla bla bla...

k i cant be bothered to blog bout the first five days. All i can say is that its freaking fun to hang out with the VJ TIP ppl. LOVE YOU ALL!!!!! all the humping and laughing.. the OCs and the poking.. finally the cam WHORING!!!!!!!!

hahaz really really loved the place la. the hotel was okay la. acceptable... hahaz the lunch and dinner were all 8 course meals!!!!! so full la. But i must admit i couldnt really get used to them. Also i think my chinese communication skills have improved. hahaz.

seriously the scenery is very very nice and luckily for all of us, the cold current hadnt come yet.. so it was 5 bright sunny days! 24 to 20 degree celsius only. hahaz

oh i think the only food that stood out was the mua chi and the chicken cutlet. woah damn nice. hahaz. all the night markets also very nice.. very cheap.. but all winter wear...oh the milk tea is damn damn damn damn nice la!!!!! hahaz.

the tour guide was funny as well.. he could click with all of us. hahaz understood all of our jokes.

and finally.. i got to spend time with people.. hahaz shant elaborate.. very happy though.

2006-12-01T07:27:00.000-08:00

TAIWAN!!!

i have mixed feelings bout going taiwan... im kinda scared of the people there coz im shy.. but yet i know its going to be fun without parents! and you are overseas with your friends!!!! like hawaii earlier this year.. just that its gonna be for a much longer time. haiz..

Next wednesday i the day i leave!!!! so soon and i havent packed yet.. I also havent changed money yet. And must bring two heavy books and a file as sourvenirs.. damn heavy.. gonna use vacuum cleaner to suck up the air in ziploc bags that contain my clothes.. i hope it works..

Anyway cant wait for taiwan.. the Tippers are just so bloody fun la.. today watched Happy Feet with them.. nice show.. the story abit surreal but its nice... the singing part is damn cool and the jokes are funny.. ahhaaz

Today was also Vs concert musical world dunno what.. I heard from a few people that the band sucks.. but i thought they were amazing la!!!! maybe my expectations abit too low but i felt contented. hahaz

and alumni band was nice hahaz....but abit wasted didnt take photo with shingwei kahsiong and roy.. so sad.. boo hoo hoo..

K damn sleepy le..

2006-11-22T23:52:00.000-08:00

so tired....

its been three hundred years since i blogged la.. anyway.. in this period.. i fell in love with jojo.. hahaz her songs are freaking nice! hahaz

k anyway.. to sum it u, im gonna blog bout two sets of people.

TAE CLUB!!!!

k i never dreamt of being in it ever since i heard of it last year la. so when i heard descriptions of myself being said like:" he is quite gay, he has a round face but not fat, i thought he was quiet but he is not!" i was damn shocked la.

I also never thought that i could fit in.. and maybe the only people ive talked to is huimin and steph and jinjiang.. then theres benny and sidney and vera whom ive hardly communicated at all!

But thankfully, everything turned out just fine.. our TAE meetings are freaking fun, though not very efficient but its reasonably good lor.. liek foodhunt.. three meetings to organise it.. woo hooo!!!! hahaz k to some of you it may have sucked but i thought it was fun hahaz

We cam whore too.. ahahhaz!

So tae club rocks!!!!! its fun .. everyone is friendly and no one hates anyone!.. the best part of tae.. we dream alot and sometimes they become reality.. like our tae shirt! hahaz

TIPPERS!

k i was first introduced to it early this year. And a few of my classmates including Bryan took the form. so i signed up with them.. and as you all know.. my extremely sucky chinese.. i didnt expect to get in.

But somehow.. i got in.. through the interview! cool.. like the other 14 people.

I was quite scared at first coz it was totally new and i didnt know everyone cept annsiong and byran. I never realised that i would grow to like TIP so much la.. hahaz God is good to me.. thank God!

Then i remembered the dance rehearsal practise thing was the first time i ever i met everyone. The dance was okay la.. but this time our dance is so much cooler.. just that i still cant really balance myself. hahaz

I LOVE YOU GUYS TIPPERS!!!!!!!

they rock lor.. celebrate birthdays.. study together.. gossip together.,. dance together.. eat together.. entertain foreign guests together... go out together.. go OVERSEAS TOGETHER!!!!!! hahahz..

SO ALL IN ALL.. i would like myself to remember these few special people whom i think i will remember very vividly.

TAE:

Stephanie
Sidney
Vera
Benny
Jinjiang
Huimin

TIPPERS"

Foong
Mao
Siong
Wee
Pork
?
Joan
Xuan
Yan
Clarissa
Pearly
Huey Ying
Sian
Chenrui

Yeah thats all.. k gonna see the OCIP people off le.. till then..

2006-11-13T23:09:00.000-08:00

this week in point form:

WEDNESDAY:
AM
9-run with randall
9.45-worst case scenario running and bathing ends
10-supposed TAE meeting but everyone will be late
10.30-band pract

PM
2-Band ends
3-FOOD HUNT ( which i think will be a disaster)
7-supposed end time of food hunt

then its stay overnight at benny's house to settle the script for NSSN.

THURSDAY:

AM
6.45-take bus back home.
7.15-earliest time i reach home
7.45-meet yonghan at tanah merah mrt station
8.30-reach Nanyang Girls School for rehearsal ( umm i never practise )

PM
12-supposed ending time of rehearsal
2.30-TIP meeting
After TIP meeting class chalet stay over.

FRIDAY:
AM
9-should be the time to go off i think
After that maybe got some class thing.. i dunno

PM
7-TIP parents meeting!
After that Dad's supper i think but most probably won't have

SATURDAY
AM
7.45-band prac
12-supposed ending of band prac
2-i suppose there is TAE meeting and lunch
4-Piano lesson
5.30-supposed ending of piano lesson
7.30-go grandmothers house eat
After that i think its a break

SUNDAY
AM
8.30-wake up for church
9.30-church
12.30-supposedly church ends

PM
I think will have rehearsal
7.30-Melissa's recital
9.30- i presume it ends by then...
11-After supper with yonghan and so on and so forth
12-SLEEPPPPP and await a better next week!!!!!!!!!!!!!

as seen from my schedule this week... i dun have much time to sleep!!!! and i love sleeping la.. and nowadays the weather is so conducive for sleeping. hahaz

and i have all kinds of things to do before school reopens.. and that kinda sucks.. coz im not doing anything. Im such a procrastinator la.. disgusted with myself.. lolz

last night had some video call with Ann ( annsiong), quite fun hahaz.. then play all the msn games..then weeling was doing her I and R...

today im supposed to run.. but.. the weather does not permit me to and my brother is at home.. dun want him to know i run actually.. zzzz
then must try this cool pull up training thing that ive read and heard. and try to do a head stand first before i try handstand!!!!

I grew by one cm.. very happy.. but i gained two KG and lost one KG yesterday.. .. sian

but the sianest thing is...this person..haiz.. very confusing, shant say much coz people actually read my blog.. zzz. And christina and randall both said my hint was damn big.. but i think it will make the person think otherwise.. haiz. nvm la.. as long as can talk can le..

I still have to pack for TIP .. and send my buddy the video and alot of questions.. aiyoh.. i shall do it now.. buaiz!

2006-11-11T06:15:00.000-08:00

Its has been a long long while since ive blogged.. hahaz

Im going taiwan le! yay! k i suddenly dun feel like blogging. hahaz..

2006-10-29T07:27:00.000-08:00

WOW WOW WOW
today was freaking fun!!!!!

okok firstly, there was a TIP meeting which was supposed to start at 3.30. Then i was told to come at 1.30. So i was late la.. coz the bus ride took very long. So on my journey, i smsed annsiong if i could wear shorts. Coincidentally, he was supposed to meet me at potong pasir MRT station la. So we agreed to go to xuan's house together.

So when i arrived, I met annsiong ( k, lets call him ann). He lead me out of the station and passed me a red A4 size paper. There was a poem and a CLUE!

Damn funny la.. Coz i didnt expect a clue hunt thingy.. i just thought we were going there together then got some surprise thingy la.

So i went with ann, he kept fiddling with xuan's cam to find out how to video. He eventually did la.. and he kept filming me.. very irritating.. hahaz. It took me damn long to find out that the clue meant the carpark at xuan's condo!

We met xuan at the entrance and we went to the carpark. I didnt know what to find la. they asked me to look for someone or something.. THERE WERE SO MANY THINGS THERE LA. then after a long while, ann and xuan traded a hint for 4 pushups.. zzz and ann video-ed it. The hint was orange things.. then i saw a orange house tee.. hahaz it was the ghost whisperer---yinghar! hahaz lolz..

The second clue was lead to the vending machine where i got a shock of my life la.. i didnt know joan could hide behind the machine.. so i shouted when i saw her there. You know her long hair and she was wearing red la.. so scary. hahaz anyway the clue she had was for the path behind the condo.

So we went there, and walked quite a long time before we met BRYAN! hahaz. he was holding an umbrella la.. damn funny!!!!!! he is just damn funny hahaz. Then he started to bitch as usual.. hahaz bitchy bryan. Hahaz. his clue was "seek for me somewhere up hight, does 3+3=9?"

so at first i thought it was xuan's house la.. then i realised the hard way it was not when they offered to give me a clue if i hula hooped. Then ann went to film me doing it when he told me the camera was off.. zzzz i got cheated. Then i thought it was the 6 floor. So i went there and there was no one. Again i traded the clue for kissing a peg. So paiseh la. It was actually on the ninth floor. Ann's clue was :" who failed maths?" lolz.. guess who i saw on the 9th floor.. hahaz! weeling!!!!!!!!! lolz

haiz.. her clue lead me to the area beside the pool. Seriously i was so dumb to not know that the clue was in the plastic bag. When i finally did, it lead me to the playground.

So i was searching the playground then i saw yousian' head at the slide lolz! hahaz. then he gave me this crushed up clue to the gym. hahaz but he told me to swim across the pool. Wah lao... but i didnt bring extra clothes.. so i couldnt hahaz.

In the gym, actually outside, i was blind folded the first thing i saw mao. Then was lead to the gym where i was told to sit on a stool. Then i was un blind folded and i saw a banner saying happy birthday and some gifts which are damn cool and can be seen on fiona's blog.

Speaking of which, fiona's bday was also nearby

so it was a double celebration. Coz previously, all she knew was that she was the last check point for me to go to. hahaz. So when we all reached there, we found her and acted a bit la... hahaz. Then we brought her to the gym as well and blindfolded her. hahaz

then she did the same ritual and tada! the banner was hung with hers now and with gifts in her hand! hahaz.. damn damn cool.

Also we also cutted a cake for pearly whose bday was last week.. Quite a few surprises today. Then of course we had the dance rehearsal which was quite cheem. But i think it was better than last time coz we knew each other already. hahaz.

Then we filmed a mass dance for andy and left for MAcs where it was quite fun but i shant blog it coz im damn tired.

The great thing bout tippers.. every birthday gift isnt just a tangible gift.. they are memories and fun and heart warming.. and thats what i like best bout TIP! hahaz

Oh yah today alot of peopel wished me happy birthday.. even darren.. how cool is that! hahaz

Happy birthday one last time!

2006-10-22T09:06:00.000-07:00

YAY im finally blogging... i was on tiffany's list to do this weird thing.. so i shall do it.. hahaz

#1-single, taken or crushing?

single..on the verge of crushing but nonetheless still single.

#2-are you happy with your life?

yes!!!!! though i wish i had more stuff.. lolz..like being taller and all that..

#3-when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him/her fast?

i have no idea

#4- have you ever had your heart broken?

i dun think so...

#5-do you believe that there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?

it would be kinda fun i guess.. but neh.. its bad...

#6-would you ever take someone back if he/she cheated on you?

NO!

#7-have you ever talked about marriage with another person before?

yes..

#8-do you want children?

Its a by-product? lolz.. yeah la.. maybe..if im rich enuf to.

#9-how many?

2?depending on my financial status.. lol

#10-would you consider adoption?

yep yep

#11-if someone likes you right now,what do you think is the best way of letting you know his/her feelings?

just tell me! PLEASE!!!! seriously... ill be so thankful ill go out with you..!!!!!!

#12-do you enjoy getting into a relationship?

never had one.

#13-be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did before?

i never had one. boo hoo hoo

#14-do you belive in first love?

i think they exists?

#15-you belive you can change someone?

yes i can! woo hoo

#16-are you romantic?

i dunno! lolz..

#17-if you would get married, where would it be?

singapore? or canada if i turn gay in the future...

#18-do you easily give up in fighting?

not really

#19-have you ever wished you could have someone but messed up?

#20-do you have feelings for someone right now?

haha very personal lehz.. i dunno..paiseh la

#21-have you ever broken a heart?

dun think so.. the day any one will like me is the day...i start eating wasabe..

#22-if one day, your best friend falls in love with a guy/girl your deeply in love with, what would you do? which would u choose?

woah! fight with him hahaz.. yeah.. i think thats how it will be.. lolz.. but i will choose friend.

#23-are you missing someone right now?

i think so.. alot of people la..

five person to do this quiz.

anyone la.. lazy to pinpoint anyone..

happy now ??tiffany??

2006-10-09T07:10:00.000-07:00

Promos are finally over!!!!!! and for better or for worst, i just need to get promoted.. plz plz.. and of course.. get better than what i did for mid years.. so " for better or for worst" doesnt give much of a choice does it? lolz...

Recently ive been addicted to this show called "Supernatural"! ahhaz.. firstly, it fills the void that Charmed left me in terms of its magic, supernatural genre and secondly.. like Charmed and Desperate Housewives and Lost, there is this interaction between people.

While Charmed followed the sisterly love thingy for the first three seasons ( seasons 4 to 8 were kinda horrid.. didnt really show the love that sisters should be having.), Supernatural also has this underlying theme.

It makes it more appealing to me and relevant as I have an elder brother. And you can see that the elder brother( Dean) always looks out for the younger brother( Sam) who.. apparently.. inherited great genes as both are good looking and athletic.. somewhat unlike me and my brother.. lolz!!!!

Nonetheless, the parts when the siblings were young and the elder brother kept giving way to the younger brother made me remember incidences where my brother also took good care of me.. sure there were times where me and my brother fought like cats and dogs ont he street.. but..there were times where i was the asshole and just wanted things to go my way.. and my brother though irritated gave way.

Also, there was this little boy in the episode where he was to be a bait.. to lure the demon that attacked his younger brother.. he was afraid at first.. then he changes his mind.. and told the siblings:" Dean, you are the elder brother arent you? Would you do anything to save your brother?" then Dean said yes.. and the little kid said me too..

Very touching..Its quite cool to see this kind of horror adult TV series to have this brother brother relation as its uderlying theme. Cause you hardly see such shows that you can relate to. I remember my brother used to bully me in primary school.. but then its sortta changed and next year he is going NS.. and overseas to study.. i wonder what will we become when he returns....

I hope we will still remain brothers for the rest of our lives.. and thank God! he makes all things beautiful... ..

i want a gf!!!!!!!!

2006-09-24T05:10:00.000-07:00

Ok, i got this from yonghan's blog... never done this before.. here goes.

!. Think of 15 short bits of interesting stuff about yourself that are true.

2. Come up wiht 5 false statements regarding yourself, but for fun's sake keep then in the threshold of believability.

3. Jumble them all up together and list them in any order.

4. Post them and let people guess which the five false ones are!

5. Get 5 others to do the same

1. I like Jean Grey more than Charmed.

2. I have two of my classmates as neighbours.

3. My Dad bought me an ipod for fun.

4. I love floorball

5. I love french horn

6. I love dizi

7. I love xiao

8. I have a bank account under OCBC

9. Ive never been to Africa.

10. I like Taekwondo.

11. I am gay

12. I am heterosexual

13. I have rashes underneath my feet.

14. Im Scorpio.

15. I live in Tanah Merah opposite the AHS side.

16. I was from a school that was near Boon Keng.

17. I love Mandarin.

18. I grew up taking bus 31.

19. My Dad was from RI, 2 cousins and my brother was from VJC, 1 cousin from RJC, another one from HCI

20. I took up Wushu for 10 weeks then quit.

5 people to do it

1: VS people

2: Band people

3: People from my JC

4: people i knew from external stuff like string ensemble or msn.

5: People reading this.

2006-09-22T20:42:00.000-07:00

Les Miserables is a damn nice show. It has two parts to the story.. one of it is the french revolution and the other is a more personal aspect of the story.

Fantine is a character who was sacked from her job and still had to pay for her child's living. She is a single mum and she had no more money. So she was desperate and went to work as a prostitute but she couldnt do it. Then she died.. sad..

k she isnt the only character la.. but im lazy to say the rest. But this particular character reminds me of me. I got myself in Vj and npow there are promos.. but i got nth in my brain.. im desperate to mug now.. lolz.. will i die too??

Recently, i heard from friends that im sick in the mind. Boo hoo hoo. I shall change without compromising being less lame and retarded.. ill try.

Also recently, i found out that there are ALOT of miserable people out there. Those that want a particular person but cannot have him or her. And most of them ask me to hear thier story and for information. Firstly, its quite flattering that people trust me hahaz but then....you feel depressed coz there isnt anyone you like at the moment. haiz..

To have someone you like is better than to have no one that you like yet...

Puberty sucks.. lolz..

2006-09-21T07:51:00.000-07:00

wah! promos is in a weeks time!!!!! amazing.. am i scared?? YAH!!!!!

looks like a ssss to me.. haiz..
i tried to study lor.. seriously.. but i dunno whether i will remmeber them. Coz when my friends asked me qns on subjects i already studied, i couldnt answer them... smart right? haiz..

Anyway, life has been good! hahaz wednesday floorball was damn fun!!!! hahaz.. out of 26 students in my class.. only 9 people turned up.. lolz..! but its still fun la.. then was the weiqin wet treatment!!!! woo hoo!!!! hahaz

k gotta go study.. LES MISERABLES ROCKS!

2006-09-13T14:47:00.000-07:00

Yoz! Jonny! you have mastered the skill of erratic mental shutdown...which basically means random moments of blankness and stoning!

so the next time you see me ask anyone a maths qns.. or science qns.. and i look blankly at the paper.. please be patient and elaborate further.. coz im most probably not thinking..

YAY Gp improved.. but still fail though.. ...haiz....

Pw is improving too! cept EoM.. havent photostated my article.. and my PW mate* is asking for it.. oh man...

Today i didnt fall asleep in any of my lessons! firstly maths lect was impt.. coz it was on maths series... cant possibly fall asleep during PE right? woah my ball catching skills are pathetic.. we played captain's ball.. then i was the "catcher" for a while.. couldnt catch 2 out of three balls..yah i only played for three balls.. then i decided not to make my team lose.. so i went to play on the "field".... dunno all the terms..
Then econs was quite interesting.. and GP... i dunno why but i felt that it was getting interesting if you really listen.. though the teacher is abit..............................................

then i went to study with annsiong foong and mao... with occasional appearances of fiona..

quite productive.. just that those maths qns i asked.. i blanked......hope it doesnt happen during exams.. ill be screwed for sure..

I WANT DARK ANGEL SEASON ONE AND TWO DVDS... if there are any kind santa clauses out there.. perfect B'day gift!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hint hint*

or you can just help me dl both seasons and put it on a portable hardrive??

k la worst come to the worst i pay you for your downloading services???

haiz.. im so despo for them!!!!!!

2006-09-02T08:44:00.000-07:00

wah!!! the last 3 days has been freaking fun!!!!

Lets start with teacher's day!!! Mrs Chan dressed up as MS WONG!!!! omg omg .. couldnt believe it.. it was sooo funny!!!!! the other performances was quite cool lah.. but that wasnt the fun part. the fun part was going to VS in the rain just to find out that most of our teachers already left for VJ for the lunch thing. haiz.. so we only met a few teachers and saw a few of my juniors.. hahaz

so we chiong back to VJ and met up with loads of teachers.. hahaz Ms lyana, Mdm tang, Mr ee and Mr Phua. I think only Ms lyana and Mdm Tang can remember my name la.. ahahz oh and we have a treat from Ms lyana.. thats one of the fun parts. hahaz

Then after that we had class outing.. 4A.. damn cool.. only 4 people when. chengwei, annsiong, jianrong and me! cool hor.. and we went to K box.. and i realised that chinese songs so rock la...hahaz... I LOVE TAIWAN CHINESE SONGS!!!! of course English songs still nice la.. but Ive seen the magic chinese songs has to offer from k box.... though expensive.. but .. still can la.. We sang till 5 la.. from 1.. so i learnt alot of chinese songs..

Friday was qutie cool too. i woke up at 12 pm..teh previous night i slept at 12 am! hahaz.. then i went to go out and watch The Devil Wears Prada with the tippers.. nice show.. nice poporns!!! hahaz..very big lor.. the SB one at bugis... the show is also nice.. made me think bout what i have been doing and all that.

WE wanted to watch love wreak at suntec.. coz bugis didnt show it.. haiz.. but then.. we were too late. So i went home coz i didnt bring anything to study.. the others did. i seriously have no money already.

LASTLY!!! today!

woah family tree in the morning and afternoon, VS 130th anniversary in the evening! damn fun.
the band performance for family tree wasnt too good.. but ...its over already. so lets look at the happy parts.. the ride ( note its singlular) was damn fun! although it makes your shoulders abit sore coz it flings you to the side of the chair.. but its really very thrilling.. or at least the best ride amongst all the others.. and everything else was very very expensive.. hahaz.. so we went out to eat.

Then it was the anniversary.. met alot alot of old friend.. my juniors and met Ms Ho who told me i grew more handsome.. ahhaz!!!! damn happy..

k then we saboed jianrong with his pepper drink.. abit guily but.. he didnt seem to mind.. hahaz then have Victorian Anthem and VS cheers.. and it was really very veyr nostalgic. haiz.. i miss VS.. heard the band play.. very soft though.. and its all the evergreen VSCB songs.. hahaz

After that we had another class outing.. initally wanted ot go east coast.. then we decided to go home.. so im home now!!!! yep..

DAMN FUN SIA!!!!!

victoria in singapore, there are other schools we know, Victoria is something more, the school that watched us grow....

nil sine labore!

2006-08-30T05:14:00.000-07:00

Have i ever been angry before?

I think its difficult to judge anger because its usually moments of impulses. However, when you are continually bombarded by strong feelings of anger.. you know that what you feel is really anger and not just being hot headed.

I am angry. Sad rather.

Angry because people do not listen to me and sad because i may have lost two good friends..

Whats in a name? I believe a name is a merely a flashcard for your reputation. People talk about you and the name goes with it. How many times have you thought of "Jonathan" and the word "asshole" comes to your mind?

Cancer is inevitable. Worst still, it grows. How can you fight cancer and win? Unless you stop fighting it, it will consume you till you surrender. Thats why i do not fight it. This social cancer im suffering from is predestined. Its meant to make me stronger. Likewise, the cancer ive caused is humanly unintentional but divinitively intentional.

To be repelled by someone is to be affected by the person negatively.

I have this friend.
Who has been negatively affected by a fool or the friend of the fools.
This fool caused the cancer to grow. It spread.
It has spread to me.
And there are two ways that i can go. Be like my other lost friend, who refuses to hear my side and continually accuse me, or save my other lost friend.

I choose to save my other lost friend and for that Im sorry.

It takes a great man to apologise, but it takes a greater person to accept it and put it behind her.

to a little sec 2 girl if she happens to read it.

2006-08-27T08:52:00.000-07:00

life is weird..
It opens doors for you yet its not the paft made for you
It introduces people into your life and takes away a few
Those people whom are introduced to you may become social outcasts in future.
And you are left with two roads: be the outcast too or be a hypocrite.

two things to comment about.
getting to know other people better may lead to dilemmas. They may not be friends with your friends. And as such, you dun condone their actions but yet you also dun want to be on the losing end. what should i do??

secondly, i was taken into this dream by pride alone. The yearning for experience and performing just made me feel worse. Everything i knew from the dream is gone when i woke up. All the people, the experience. But yet when i try to recall them, they seem so real and genuine that it actually feels bad that its gone.

but God is a compassionate God, when one door closes, somehow a window opens.

Ive made new friends and new experiences... but will they be a dream too like previously? will i face the same dilemma??

promos are coming.. !!!!!!! yet life doenst give you a break.. so many social problems.. im after all still a social being.. hahahaz.. k so crappy.

it didnt happen...at least.. now it seemed it never did.

2006-08-17T06:38:00.000-07:00

Promos are coming.. busy studying.. am i??? i dunno .. but i wont be able to blog very often..
im blogging today to catch up on the last few weeks.

TIP was damn fun! My buddy's name is Dan.. actually they all have english names.. lolz.. so weird.

We brought them around Singapore.. and went to Annsiong's house to play and interact and all that. My buddy has a very very interersting personlity. hahaz.. we get very very high at ... moments where theres no particular reason to.. and doesnt get high when we were at the arcade or bowling. But he was high when cycling.. at least that was one activity which i know he enjoyed.. whew....

So the past two weeks friendships were formed.. and we stayed overnight at the RELC hotel on the last day coz firstly its fun and we wanted to have fun WITH them.. ahahz.. so there was like 30 people in a room.. but we were all so exhausted already.

Plus the amount of scandals.. omg.. you will never believe how much gossiping there were. And on the last day.. it was really sad.. coz when they went past the departure gate, you the glass thingy, they put down their bags and did a VJ mass dance which we taught them how to..
they did it facing us and we did it facing them.. the only thing was the glass wall separating us.. so touching..

k so here are some pictures.. gonan lag the whole blog.. haiz...

kk theres something really retarded about blogger.. i cant upload the pics! zzzzz

2006-07-25T08:28:00.000-07:00

THE FRENCH HORN

any idea that its as thick as a trumpet but yet as long as a tuba. With a mouthpiece smaller than a trumpets.. and a bell size slightly smaller than a tuba.

while trombones and trumpets can blast this real blary sound.. the horn blast echoes in the mellow and strikes deftly and smoothly. Really nice round open , velvety sound. The core of the sound. the metallic buzz of the sound can be shaped and woven to amazingly expressive leaps and high notes.. which characterises a good player.

tone and range.. ahh what more can a musician ask for? With the bell facing the back.. its sound is almost not as blasty as a trombones or trumpets.. and yet its sound is so characteristic of nobility and majesty.

the small mouthpiece gives the higher pitch contrast to its long, low pitched body. It also gives the flexibility required. Amazing.

However these are also its drawbacks.. being higher pitched, its harmonics are closer and the small mouthpeice makes it harder to tongue and for dynamic explansion.

k .. my version... i brought my horn back.. i felt so ashamed of the instrument i loved coz it looks dorky and corny and kinda loserish to me.. But i love its sound alot.. dilemma.

OK TIFFANY! YOUR TRIBUTE!!!!!!!

OH GREAT TIFFANY, SO GREAT I CANT SEE YOU AT ALL! oh sorry.. thats coz you are short.

TIFFANY'S OBOE SKILLS ARE SOOOO GOOD, MR SZE SAYS YOU GOT POTENTIAL.....HER MOUTH SO SMART THAT SHE SUANS EVERYONE...EVERYWHERE! YES INCLUDING ME....

SHE IS DAMN HARDWORKING! ALWAYS ASKING ABOUT HOMEWORK, AND DOING THEM TILL EARLY IN THE MORNING!

yes tiffany you do know im gonna get major scandal-led in school..zzzzz thanks.....

2006-07-22T03:50:00.000-07:00

woah yesterday damn fun sia! RI string prac was .. scary but after that it was fun. hahaz. THen kahsiong so and hao lian is high notes.. damn envious of him lah.. grrrrr...

so we went to macdonalds to eat.. all five of us. Then we sat there till.. 11? yah.. so bo liao right? slack also slack until like that.

Raphael...flute... CJC

tiffany.. st nicks.. oboe.. happy??

thats kahsiong and michelle... horn and bassoon... vs and st nicks

okays.. so during that time.. shuan called me. Then he told me startling revelations.. Mrs Cheng know that my section sucks.. and it gets very very complicated. I hate being SL lah... especially when the section sucks..be it punctuality or attendance or practise. I also dunno what to do. Then everyone is telling me this and that.. i should do soemthing.. i should start getting in control and all that. this is like taking charge of their own personal responsibility lah.. damn frustrating and annoying.

Its not like i dun have other things to do.. My mid years sucks.. need to study ALOT.. ive got the Ri thing which im sorry to say.. i still cant play well for. And ive TIP.. my taiwan buddy coming next week! how the hell am i supposed to handle my section when ive got my own outside commitments??

But i think its me lah.. i dunno how to handle a section.. God's will be done nonetheless.... randall told me that its a given title.. and i should work at it. Still then.. complaining is much funner..

oh today i was called shaun twice by mr tan...lolz!!!!!!! liek that all horn SLs are shauns lah...

and today.. qiyan ruimin and huimin tricked me.. they said they wanted to tell em a secret.. so i went closer.. then they threw pillows at me for NO APPARENT REASON!!!!! wah lao.. felt so loser lah.. always bullied by girls..

k thats all.. gonna watch lord of the rings..!!!

2006-07-18T07:27:00.000-07:00

Its been too long!
hahhaz

hmm the last time i blogger was i think one week ago. Many things have happened since then. but im too lazy to say it out explicitly coz im tired.

ok. Ive been really really busy lately. Got lots of stuff to do and addition to that ive got the Ri string thing to settle. Mr sze is giving me more work to do.. and its very strenuous.

so.. if any of the faithful blog readers have noticed.. my scandal level has increased! amazing.. one of them is fiction the other is fairytale.. hahaz. like my jie likes to say:" go figure"

k next! my mid years are horribly done but i passed GP!!!! first time in my entire life! damn happy
and i GOT AND IPOD NANO!!!! WOO HOO!!!!!

damn dman happy !!! argh!!!

kk next. Tmr got tip at hwa chong.. so surely very intimidating and tiring, luckily bio test postponed. got less things to do. Damn busy!!! and my taiwan dude is coming soon.. i hope he is nice and rich.. but doesnt despise my humble abode and doesnt mind entertainign himself soemtimes.. i realy cant speak chinese and i watch english shows... sorry pal.

NExt! i really really love my ipod.. wah..ipod ipod ipod ipodipodipodipod!!!!

Next! i failed pullups and im determined to train.. now my arms hurt like shit and tmr i have PE.. great. Got an A for sit ups though. but no enuf to pass!!! boo hoo hoo. Then all those guys who can do pulls ups.. wah lao.. they damn good lah.. must be liek the,..half year resolution.

Next! cant wait for strign prac.. coz can meet people again! and get screwed with people and have fun and just feel damn good coz your part is interesting. hahaz im thinking orchestral works for horn is much better than band ones..

Next! oh.. ee loong is a talent sia.. he arranged a song called accidentally in love.. damn nice lah.. and he promised nice horn parts hahaz. the only qns is.. if im playing with them.. what will become of my section??

Next! my section.. haiz.. need i say more?

Next! Pirates of the carribean! damn dman funny! i liked the three way fighting part in the wheel and all that. Damn nice.. cant wait for the next one.. wanna see how they make him live again. hahaz hahaz spoilers!!!

Next! ive changed the youtube shit already. Its now one of my favourite scenes!!!! Jen grey just rocks.

Next! ive been seeing someone on the bus quite frequently nowadays.. i think its coz of TSD.. haahz. black shirt and black short.. woo! can just die lah like that.

K ive run out of things to blog le.. this is my life.. rushed, busy and interesting!!! be me.,. be JONATHAN!

2006-07-12T05:38:00.000-07:00

its been another two days!!!

life has been great. hahaz i found a new song that i liked.. though its kinda old.. its called The Prayer.. i think its just damn nice. coz the melody and harmony parts are really really nice..hahaz

today i had TIP rehearsal at RJ.. woah Rj rocks lah.. Their LTs are very very big, with very nice tables and chairs.. it looks like VJ's Lts lah.. and there are alot of LTs.. also, their clocks look very expensive and its not analog lah, unlike VJs.. hahaz..

there is this air surrounding RJ that makes you shiver in inferiority. and its really really huge and magnificent. The condo outside it is called Rafflesia.. lolz.. so apt.

anyway the TIP thing was quite fun. I think the NJ dancers are good but they are all guys and there are only three of them.. the girls are good too but those at the back like not very confident like that.. ahahz the dances damn nice lah.. and two other Vs people were going from TJ.. i dunno the rest.. haiz..

the RJ people are quite friendly .. they waited for us to use the CD player hahaz.. and the VJ dances are as usual nice hahaz..we practised lor.. has to be nice.. though the rest are damn nice also.. ahahz

hmm..cant wait for string prac on friday coz thats the day i can finally touch the horn!! today coz of the TIP rehearsal.. i missed band prac.. next week i will also miss band prac.. damn sad.. but.. for the sake of experience and living a fullfilling Jc life.. i have to persevere.. hahaz

kinda unhappy these few days..haiz..

quote of the week ( o63s4 will agree)

mw: oral presentation doesnt need much academic requirement, thats why you all should go for the workshop. It suits your class. Its true what!

suanner sial..

2006-07-09T23:37:00.000-07:00

WOAH!!!! Il divo rocks.. just hear the video and listen.. damn damn nice..

TOday is monday and thanks to the world cup i get to miss GP and chem.. my day has just gotten better.. yay!!!!

Italy won..!!! The game was 1 1 then got 30 minutes extra time.. pushing for the penalties.. lolz..and france didnt get it.. 5 3.. sad sial.. the trevegues guy.., dunno how to spell... damn sad lah...and zidane's last last world cup.. tsk tsk.. damn sad..

And Italy's celebrating techniques are damn weird lah.. hug here kiss here.. rub here rub there lolz! and yah Zidane's head butting skills.. haiz.. why????

K enuf of soccer.. its over!!!! i watched it at qiyan's house coz my brother invited 30 over people to come and watch at our house.. using the toilet will be soo inconvenient. Qiyan's mim was friendly.. helped us with everything.. i think

And instead of doing my tutorials.. i watched x men 3 and then went to sleep.. ive got so much discipline lah.. so today i came to school with no homework done at all.. wasted..

Throughout the soccer match.. Qiyan and Randall were talking all kinds of sick stuff that me and Valerie couldnt bear to hear.. k i may have contributed abit but.. they had the most. Everything ranging from tweety bird to figurines.. and all sorta stuff.. dman funny.

This week has been quite weird.. ive gain friends.. ive regained friends..ive endangered friends..have i lost any??

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QY5wub43bNg

But i think gaining and regaining friends makes me feel sooo much better than the friends ive endangered.. once again.. God at work..

lolz.. tmr returning maths mid years.. dun fret on it.. its gonna be a U and.. ill be so damn depressed.. k gotta go mug.. although i dun feel like already.

2006-07-07T08:28:00.000-07:00

WOAH!!!! its been a rough week sia!!!!!

firstly im glad i didnt fail chem and bio but.. its not well done either.. haiz.. must buck up!!!!!! and my econs tutor said half the class failed.. im the half that did.. lolz.. seriously.. hahaz

so i realised that ive got so many thngs going on and thankfully... God has made me feel much much better! Praise the Lord.. hahaz.

i had my chinese oral and school listening compre this week.. i stumbled for oral lah.. damn sad.. can get my D already..and my listening compre i almost fell asleep lah..!! its freaking boring and the answers are so ambiguous you cant be bothered to think bout them.. furthermore i was more excited about the string prac later..

So i conveniently skipped my bio make up to go for string prac coz i felt that string prac was more fun and.. in a way.. more impt. Not that bio wasnt impt.. just that.. i need my music to suppress the academic failure im facing currently..

String prac was kinda weird.. coz my bell was facing the sound absorber.. it it sounded very raw..and ugly.. and very stuck.. and coz of my inferior skills.. naturally it became a disaster.. my intonation and tuning were out. Terrible sial...

but there were good parts too! ahahz plenty of it.. i managed to get to know this flautist called Raphael.. he is kinda friendly..and pro..haiz.. im surrounded by pro people lah.. damn intimidating.. hahaz..

then i managed to catch up with the just jia jia liang teh people.. and then went for the photo taking thing.. whereby i look hideous.. coz i couldnt smile naturally.. i mean its so unnatural to smile at A camera and a guy asking you to smile lah.. damn weird

So after that we managed to get Mr sze to eat with us.. and it was a good thing.. coz he sure knows good food.. and he has the money to pay for it.. at first we all were very very quiet.. then we started to talk bout lots of stuff.. damn fun.. but also damn tiring... ahhaz

Another good thing was that.. i got some CDs. to burn and scores!!!!! yay!!! so happy!!!!! can finally practise them.. coz without college day.. ive got practically nth to practise... hhahaz

And ive got this feeling im going to get scolded very very soon..

oh i met kahsiong today.. still taller than me.. dammit...

Not forgeting the Victorian Anthem today.. we used the VS version.. and its freaking nice!!!!! and of course. ahem.. i played well.. ahhazz so buay hiao bai.. no lah.. but i felt that it was too blasty.. though to me it was damn shiok.. hahaz.. Roy said it was good hahahz.. so i guess it must have been nicer sounding down there....

The world cup song damn nice sia..

2006-07-04T04:04:00.000-07:00

oh man! im soooo screwed for mid years.. my two weeks of studying apparently wasnt enuf or productive enough.. today i got back my chem and bio mcq and okay.. bio mcq wasnt too badly done.. but chem mcq was atrocious.. i was like second lousiest in my class!!!!!! great man!

hmm you think my chem paper two can pull me up to a pass? i doubt it.. and furthermore.. my maths is a confirmed fail..given alot of leniency, i hope i can at least pass all my subjects.. but GP is a stone's throw away and econs .. i totally have no idea how i will do considering the only essay i ever did failed terribly.so whats left.. chinese wont be gone through till next week.. till then its chinese oral and the green chinese story book.. MUST READ !!!!!!!

I hope my bio paper two does badly enough for me to pass...i really need to pass a subject and from the likes of it.. i cant pass chem or GP or econs..am i missing out a subject??

oh maths.. i hope they really really close two eyes and mark my script.. i need all the freebies i can get.. haiz.. so screwed..

besides academics.. i realised something really terrible..

wednesday.. band prac.. i cannot make it.. coz i got TIP full dress rehearsal..

full dress rehearsal and i dun have the attire!!!!!

thursday.. chinese AO level oral and bio practical..

friday.. school listening compre and RI string ensemble.. argh!!!!!!!

i cannot go for College day coz i have to pick up my buddy who is flying all the way from taiwan! grrr..

i cannot play in nssn or the wasbe shit coz i will be in Taiwan for two weeks... ARGH!!!!!!

Darren gave me a form to audition and i dun have a piece to practise!!!!! coz i dunno what to play!!!!! HELP!!!!

Two more months to promos.. get a grip JONNY.!!!!! RI string ensemble.. TIP.. Band..Your screwed up midyears!!!!!!

HELLLLLPPPP..

of course in times like this i look to the Lord and pray he delivers me from this. But you cannot help but worry..then again.. you know whatever the outcome is.. its gonna be beneficial.. coz its his plan for you.. whether i play in nssn or not.. or the wasbe shit... he will make sure thats the best plan for me.. as long as i commit myself to him and dun take things in my own hand... i think thats what blogging is for.. self evaluation.. hahaz

THANK YOU LORD..

anyway on the bright side.. i found this damn cool horn log book.. looks like im gonna make it a section thing.. muahahhaa

2006-07-02T10:30:00.000-07:00

Its Monday morning!!! early morning.. hahaz dun wanna sleep coz tmr no school!! woo hoo!!!!

so since friday i have been reading x men comics courtesy of mr sze.. wah.. damn nice lah.. I pia finish 30 over issues in two days! fanatic??? hahaz yah

Another weird tthing that happened was that.. BRAZIL lost.. omg omg omg.. the sky is turning red.. the earth.. its its.. moving.. i must be dreaming.. but wait.. what do i care.. as long as germany still in.. hahaz..

that basically sums up my post exam activities.. tmr gonna be a dead day committed to sleeping and watching tv and growing fat again.. by the way i realised that due to one whole week of sleepless nights and stress.. ive gotten pimples all over again.. and my skin is starting to get real dry and peel..added on fugliness..

yesterday for band prac.. we had sectionals.. and .. i dun wanna be SL le..

You go canteen and hear the trombones.. they can play together and the rhythmn is correct.. you heare horn sectionals... firstly you see an SL who doesnt know how to conduct.. you hear wrong rhythmns and pitching and tonguings.. and the Sl doesnt know what to do.. coz he is equally shit!

Worst still a conversation which i casually agreed to became reality... didnt know Darren wasnt joking.. he passed me the form.. and im like:" you serious?" Then jj also asked me if i got it.. wah lao.. not that i wont take up the challenge but.. i really cant do it. Coz as ive said earlier.. the SL sucks and is shit.. both literally and figuritively.

SL is really impossible.. ive never suceeded being SL before.. one year in VS.. nth accomplished.. just more resistant to scoldings. Now another year in VJ.. gonna screw up the section real bad..Can i just be SL in name? and let someone else do the fussing. Coz if only i fuss.. its not gonna work.. id rather be the one who doesnt take it seriously and sit and listen to the SL than be the SL himself. Haiz.. this is terrible.

Anyway i got one more comic from mr sze courtesy of justin who popped by very late at night...
something is wrong with me.. coz i couldnt recognise him at all.. my memory is terrible.. what can i remember?? x men names and powers?? what time tv shows starts and ends.. names of songs and singer.. but never the impt stuff..

haiz.. first week of academic school is here.. dun look forward to it.. and the String ensemble concert is approaching.. i wish it were here earlier yet i do not want it to end.. thats life.. what you enjoy is short lived.. must cherish it.. thats why on friday gonna bring camera and take everyone's photo.. so i can upload on blog and keep these memories alive..( my memory sucks rmb?) haha

k enuf crapping.. PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN IS COMIGN OUT SOON!!!! cant wait..

2006-06-29T08:31:00.000-07:00

YAY its over.. all of it.. fail or not.. it doesnt matter.. i need some sleep!!!!

hahaz..my pathetic attempt at blogging in chinese failed coz i dunno how to change the code and all that.. so.. haiz.. wasted my time last night. I think the chinese paper will be the only paper i PASS.. not even do well lah..

okay then after that i went to watch scary movie with yonghan...scary movie 4 hahaz quite funny ..

Cindy Campbell: Haro? [hello?]

Cindy Campbell: Hibachi benihana teriyaki? [do you live here?]

Japanese Ghost Boy: Nagasaki. Okinawa. Okaida. Yokohama. [your japanese is awful. it dishonors my ears]

Cindy Campbell: Karate judo sumo samurai? [are you a ghost?]

Japanese Ghost Boy: Nissan. Honda. Mitsubishi Subaru! [yes, i was killed and my soul walks the earth!]

Cindy Campbell: Harikari tsunami. Kamikaze banzai. [how sad. my life is also tragic]

Japanese Ghost Boy: Yamaha. Nissan Casio Aiwa. [you mistake me for someone who gives a shit]

Japanese Ghost Boy: Minota. Hitachi. Seiko. Toshiba. [i know the secret of defeating the aliens]

Cindy Campbell: Buddha! Shitake kimono! [my god! tell me!]

Japanese Ghost Boy: Tempura. Sushi. Sashimi! [the answer is within my father's heart! follow the blood... ]

Cindy Campbell: Fujitsu! [wait!]

lolololololol thats one of the funniest parts.. the rest of it was funny too and abit sick.. hahaz. Quite disgusting too.hahaz

anyway the pic is from the VJ string ensemble concert.. but its the winds only.. ahahz.. coz..we same band mah.. k except the tiffany.. know which one? coz there are three girls who look like sec 2.. hahaz k im so mean.. shirlyn will hit me like siao.

bb.

2006-06-28T02:22:00.000-07:00

FAIL!!!!!!!

seriously.. the papers are tough and i didnt really give it my best to study although i know i should but.. . im sure everyone feels this way..

haiz.. ill be attending every single rememdial ever invented. Tmr i have maths and i havent practised yet.. and chinese.. honestly.. do i really wanna study for it? Part of me says its good to strive for an A.. the other part of me says.. you just need to pass to dun take it next year.. unless i retain..lolz...

other than that.. life has been good.. and i realised that when i play high notes.. air escapes into the space between my lower teetch and lips.. the chin down there.. which means i dun have a flat chin when playign high notes.. low notes and below its fine.. but when i reach high notes.. air just gets there.. anyone reading.. if you have any idea how to solve it or what is causing it.. plz plz tag..ive tried buzzing high notes, Can... but with horn cannot.. how?

also my tone really stinks.. and it doesnt have that broadness that i want. I still cant play with warm air and my breath support is .. not even support at all.. ive tried practising but.. still cant get it correct.. haiz.. whats wrong with me.. i like horn but suck at it.. how??

maybe i should continue taekwondo....try my best to get my grading card back and lose some weight.. hahaz im still fat by the way.. and pimples are appearing.. stresss lah..haiz..

so whats new?? i still suck.. im still ugly and fat.. and im a failure.. yep..

2006-06-24T05:57:00.000-07:00

from 1 to 5 today i mugged chem.. then i practised horn and started mugging chem again till 8. then i started to blog... TIME IS RUNNING OUT!!!! Although deep inside me i know im so gonna do badly and even fail... it doesnt spur me on. hahaz...im an asshole right?

so today while i was doing chem i finally thought of all the blessing God has given me..Of course i cant possibly write out everything but just to name a few.. im very happy to have parents who give me ALOT of freedom. They are very understanding. Like i come back late..with valid excuse lah.. they will say ok and not make a big fuss out of it like some of my friend's parents do. So that way.. its very peaceful here.

Also my parents are very nice.. i want money they let me take. I wanna go concert, they let me go. I want this i want that they will give me. Sounds very spoilt right?? hahaz.. but they also expect me to take care of myself lah. They say that studies is up to me... and i believe so far .. aside from the coming mid years.. i have earned their trust. hahaz.

But the bad thing is that they treat me like a little kid.. you know the older brother has the leadership role with all the responsibilities whereas the younger one gets to be the baby.. forever... So they will ask me ALot of qns regarding my school and stuff and whether i need help.. kinda irritating though the intention is good. .but if i had problems i would have told them.. no need to ask like im a little boy like that..

I think in many ways we are all little kids..still learning to deal with social issues.. still needing guidance and protection and FINANCIAL support.. hahaz. But that being said.. it kinda makes me guilty coz i havent been faithful to God..

He blesses me with many things.. and yet i cant even devote some time to him. So i decided to do it today. hahaz.. Call it being in tune with the holy spirit lah.. for making me feel grateful to my parents and linking it back to God. So this is my confession and testimony of God's grace and power...

In Christ the solid rock i stand.. all other ground in sinking sand
no power of hell, no scheme of Man, shall ever pluck me from His hand, for i am His and He is mine.. here in the power of Christ i stand..

just a song to meditate on..

2006-06-22T03:16:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. its been another two days since ive blog.. Ive got so many things i need to record on my blog coz i dun wanna forget it.hahaz

lets start with tuesday.. the day i spent at home rotting..didnt study much.. you know ive been studying bio since monday and i havent really started on chem.. arent i smart? and im gonna only touch chinese one day before the exam coz i dun wanna stress myself up and coz i just need to pass to dun take it next year.. lolz...although we must strive to accel.. i dun have the time..

Wednesday:
i woke up at 11.30 coz my bed really felt comfortable and it was raining.. didnt want to get up.. i only got up when i was AWOKEN BY MY PHONE!!!! yesss an sms...guess who?? the idiot who went for DSA and pang seh me for the whole afternoon. So i just put it aside.. then my phone vibrated.. i was damn pissed.. and ignored the call. but by then.. i was already awoken.. so i went o get ready and realised i was gonna be late to meet this person called tiffany and her friend.

so when i reached junction 8.. i was so lost and astound! Ive only been to J8 ( or so they affectionally call it) once coz i live all the way on the other end of the island.. im more familiar with parkway or TM. The unfamiliarity not only disorientated me.. the amount of Raffles students there were uncountable.. they were everywhere!!!! thats kinda scary coz ive always found raffles to be scary...whether its their academic achievements or their attitude.

the meeting with tiffany and her friend, michelle was ...quiet....there were many instances of awkwardness and silences... until we walked to RI.

RI is freaking huge lah and its so damn nice! It has this mystique about it.. shrouding the campus even in the day is the ghosts of its heritage...everywhere a historical artifact or memorium can be seen..even their houses are based on old headmasters. Cool..

Then when we were walking to the LT.. we met this other bassoonist.. i found him quite familiar but didnt really take note of him coz i was feeling very scared then. Then i realised that he was justin and ive met him once before...along with mr sze and another cellist. So he led us to this LT and the first thing we saw was mr sze.. damn damn damn scary

ok.. sidetrack.. the reason why i joined then for their concert was cause i thought it might be fun.. and i also thought that there were other hornist whom i could learn from ( turned out only two). Also it would be a great experience! But then, there came other advantages..i could also read my beloved X MEN comics..lent to me by mr sze...wow...never expected that..Of course given the opportunity and money i would definitely get them from kinokuniya.. but a student has limited resource.. all these while ive been reading on internet or samples..or snipets here and there..haiz..sad..

kk back. So we went out to warm up and i realised that once again i sucked! its terrible that this thought haunts you in everything that you do.. hahaz.. very freaky and demoralising. So the rehearsal went on bla bla bla.. quite fun and im beginning to like pulcinella suite more coz got nice horn parts( whether i can play it nicely is a different story..lol!). Through the rehearsal i got lost many times and had to look over at justin's score and ask him where we are..haiz.. thats what you get when you junior pang seh you..you have to make friends quick...hahaz.. sounds so primal..anyway his bassoon is pro.. ya.. fullstop.. no blemishes in his tone or technique what so ever.. its just one word.. michelle's also.. woah.. together the bassoon duet part.. omg....

after that.. the three of them began being irritating.. zzzz.. saying stuff bout me which i wont mention here coz people can read.. right tiffany?? hahahz i think you know best...then went to J8 and got irritating.. and irritated.. quite fun...but i dun get some of their lingo coz their singlish is kinda different from those i used in secondary school and JC.. what to do.. you get someone from east coast and dunk him in Bishan.. is cannot communicate one. hahaz

so at night.. i spent 4 hours reading the comics and watching the cartoon.. and today.. i finished everything.. amazing??? NO! that means is didnt study larh! so im trying to pia tonight,. but surely will get distracted again.. coz i really hate studying and if that means failing my exams.. i rather do what i hate and feel what hate later on..

hmm..anyway i hope the RI string ensemble thingy will be fun.. still cant play some parts.. gotta work on it.. haiz.. AND THOSE READING THIS...PLZ BUY TICKETSSSSSSSS plz plz....coz you get to hear my screw up!!! woohoo!

jonjon?? justea?? tay/teh?? jiajia?? omg.. jonjon sounds damn gay lah.. why you all got nice names and mine is jonjon..!!!

2006-06-20T08:27:00.000-07:00

its been two days since ive blog and no.. its not coz i was mugging. but coz i was watching TV!!! i feel damn guilty now. The bad thing bout knowing the future is that it doesnt motivate you at all...im still not studying despite knowing the fact that with my current info in my titanium hard, impermeable, impregnable brain, im gonna have to be present in every remedial class there is.

to make matters worse.. tmr its the RI string ensemble thing.. and its kinda intimidating coz there are seriously good players there and they are youths.. just like me! So im just going there to lower their expectations and ruin everything.. and its not like i reach those As as and when i like..haiz.. and ive heard some of their profile..

1) a grade 8 sec 2 bassoonist------wah!!!!im not even grade one..
2)a flautist selected to represent Singapore in an American band camp------omg
3)an oboist who just graduated from france for oboe/music-----ook..
4)a la salle flautist---explains itself
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haiz.. how? And also.. im gonna be intimidated by the people there.. coz they are from a guys school.. ya i know i was also from a guys school.. but.... in VS its different from RI. I hope i can fit in...

i just ate at seoul garden with my family.. feeling very very very fat now.. what is inside will be manifested as what you are outside.. lets hope i feel slimmer tmr.. lolz!!!!!
too much lipids.. insoluble in water..hence will be stored as fats! around my tummy and where ever it can be found at.
I just completed respiration.. very veyr confusing.. you have ATP here nad ATP there then you have NAD and FAD and their reduced forms.. wow.. and to make things worse.. they have 4 processes and anaerobic respiration.. and i thought photosynthesis was cheem...

never gonna get my H3 liek that.. hahaz

glycolysis: hexose(6C)
hexose phosphate(6C) via phosphorylation
hexose bisphosphate(6C) via another phosphorylation
2 molecules of triose phosphate (3C x 2) lysis
intermediates( i presume we dun have to know them) via dephosphorylation/oxdnt
PYRUVATE!!!!( 3C) via dephosphorilation again..

so altogether we have two pyruvcate molecules and 2 net gained ATP and 2 reduced NAD( from the oxidation part)
all these occurs in the cytosol or cytoplasm of the cell!!!! woo hoo.. yah thats the first process only......bleahs

link reaction: pyruvate(3C)
Acetyl coA(2C) via oxidative carboxylation

CO2 released, 1 reduced NAD produced due to oxidation and 1 Acetyl coA per molecule of pyruvate. the second process is manageable.. hahaz

krebs cycle ( as opposed to Calvin's cycle...which also stinks by the way)
: all i know is that Acetyl coA combines with oxaloacetate ( 4C)
forms citrate
regerates back to oxaloacetate via many many decarboxylation and oxidation rxts.

so we have 1 ATP produced , 3 reduced NAD and 1 reduced FAD and 2 CO2.

k but but.. the confusing thing is that.. since there are two of them.. so we have to double the results..ok shall stop crapping..

2006-06-18T00:10:00.000-07:00

Last night i spent one hour listening to the xmen 3 soundtrack again! Its really really very nice coz the horns are nice and the brass is nice.. and the best part.. hardly any trombones..though when they do come in.,. its the nicest thing you've ever heard in your life.. other than horn. hahaz

ok so yesterday i was awoken by an sms stating that i had to go online and be added on msn. ( WHY AM I ALWAYS AWOKEN UP BY SMS!!! VERY LOSER) It was mr sze..scary sial.. early in the morning sms me. Out of curiosity i went online and he added me and to my surprise " screw you guys im going home" greeted me. And the dp was eric cartman from southpark! omg.. thats got to be the only adult i have on msn with that kind of nick and dp. hahaz. Quite cool actually, but naturally i was cautious in case it was a fraud. lolz.. if he is reading this he'll most probably kick me out of the RI thing, which wouldnt necessarily be a bad thing considering how much more time i need to study. haiz..

Im still at elasticity and i can never remember all the factors.. always confused with demand and supply. K this may sound distasteful but... when im in every single remedial class ever invented. plz PLZ dun mock me and suan me.. or distract.. coz i need to work hard for promos.. and i bet you all will be .. right .. yar yar.. but seriously.i dun lie on blogs....

anyway today i went for a haircut and i said i do not want too much slope.. after she cut then she tell me.. your hair need high slope coz it jutts out.. and when i saw the finished product.. i saw a monster.. so hideous i dare not go out tmr or tuesday till it has grown longer.. its so freaking short... after i washed my hair.. it dried by itself!!!!! How to face people tmr?? tmr got lesson one lor..haiz..

speaking of that.. ive seen the first sign of peeling on my face.,.. the medication is working but the downside is that.. after it peels.. it will turn red and itchy.. that sucks..but what to do.. im not borned with nice skin. hahahahaz

oh i just had this epiphany.. dunno if the person will read about it... but yesterday while ramaging the person( Q)'s photos, we saw a recurring figure in most and in fact ALL of Q's photos.. and Q was kinda disturbed. but what im trying to say is that.,, its coz Q still kinda likes that figure but harbours this dissatisfaction about the figure and thats why Q feels disturbed.. get what i mean? no? then ask me online.. lolz..

k wasted 20 minuites of studying time.. i'm now very confident of screwing up.
and by the way, me stating that im ugly and stupid isnt for people to state otherwise.. lolz.. i was intending that by doing so.. people can tell me how to change! coz encouragement makes me feel cheap...productive consolation can change lives.. haahz

2006-06-16T07:46:00.000-07:00

today was a happy day i dunno why. when i thought back to today, i felt no reason to feel unhappy.hahaz

I had to go to school at 10 for TIP meeting. I finally got to meet most people and learn the dance thing. I also learnt how to play mah jong! woo hoo!!!!!!!!! hahaz quite cheem sia mah jong. So we spent most of the meeting playing mahjong and eating than actually dancing.. Although we did manage to learn La Bamba and the couple dance.. so its quite productive lah. Have a strong feeling I'm gonna forget the dance moves after mid years.. the TIp people seem fun too and i bet we are gonna play mahjong for the rest of the TIP programme... hahaz very fun.

So after that i saw people studying and i felt motivated to study.. so i hung around in the band room for a short while and toked to my jie..with several interruptions by Randall. She showed me her huge stack of developed photos and some of the pics are hilarious! and also given the current situation.. kinda scary coz of the his recurrence. lolz

And no that band room is cleaned.. i have reception! one bar only. but this was enough to communicate with kahsiong about passing him his score. So i eventually did. But the thing was no the passing of the score.. but seeing an old friend...at least to me lah. He is still taller than me.. dammit... but he looks older and different from the last time i saw him. Dunno if its a good thing or bad thing. This made me wonder.. people can change appearances within 6 months.. have i grown even ugly??

But what would be the marginal despair i would get considering how freaking ugly i am already.. in all the pictures Qiyan had of me either in the background or foreground i still looked ugly. I even went to compare scars and pimples lah.. k this quite gross.. but im ugly and its a fact.. how to change?? besides going under the knife???

2006-06-15T05:31:00.000-07:00

today was a normal day.. i went for piano lesson and then went to see a dermatologist who told me that my skin will get really red and peel within this six months...

so i was on the waiting for my medication and i heard the receptionist exclaim:" SHIT!". I looked at her and apparently she did soemthing to her com which she didnt intend.. i found that quite amusing coz.. she seems to be educated but yet still lingers in the Singaporean mentality of shouting SHIT or parapernalia. In the MRT station.. i heard this woman shout shit followed by FFFFFFFFFish! I wanted to burst out laughing! hahaz it was hilarious.. okay.. maybe im weird but i was lor.

so went home and decided to take a nap.. a really long nap..and i was rudely awoken by this idiot who called me 4 times just to ask me a question which i could reply by sms.. so i replied him by sms..and went back to sleep. But he called me again..WHY CANT HE SMS ME!!!!!!!

so irritating..hell hath no fury like a man woken up from sleep.

So i decided to study.. afterall im seriously not prepared at all...i finally understood Demand and Supply! wow.. the most basic topic.. lolz..Gonna flunk GP and econs.. maybe maths too.

2006-06-14T07:11:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i went to study at marine parade library with Daniel.. and we learnt an important lesson: when you feel like eating during lunch time while studying, just pack your things and go eat coz you will not go back to study again.

woah! what great insight..

But anyway,. i really didnt study much yesterday. And today we had band practise.. But the sad thing was that it ended at 11. so short and we even had a half an hour break. Furthermore jiahui was late so i had to solo all my way...And we attempted Fantasy Variations for fun.. i cant make it, hahaz.

Theres so many things happening these weeks..got lots of stuff going on. haiz.

Anyway, im getting quite annoyed by some people coz they dun get hints. Even after what i thought was really obvious, they still continue talking to me and insulting me. wow.. and their excuse is that i wasnt there for them. Once again.. its all about them.. haiz..

In fact, a few days before i decided to completely ignore them and make them realise that they should be appreciative with what they have.. but last night i decided to forgive them coz im no better.. hahaz. However, it got really annoying when they didnt seem to take hints and continued their self centered ness.

What am I to do??? So the insults carried on. You know those minor insults that will cause others to doubt you or those that seem so small but have detrimental effects. For example: No lah.. dun listen to him. You are talking to someone who doesnt know what housefly is. K this seems abit stupid but it culmulates into a huge huge huge irritating comment.

Anwyay enuf bout that. let me share good stuff!

yep thats right.. theres nth to share

2006-06-12T05:14:00.000-07:00

yay!!!! ive a new blog!

okay i decided to get a blog cause i ran a search on yahoo of my name. And... i found nothing on me.. so heres me now! hahaz link me people!

today is monday. i tried to do maths and realised that every question i did i had to refer to the notes for the formula and techniques.. its freaking demoralising when its the first day you started to study..mugging doesnt even come close coz i slacked alot.

I listened to the X men 3 soundtrack over and over again while mathsing my way through the afternoon ( i woke up at 11). Then i started to find out about blogs and all that at about 5. Its now 8 and thats what i have been doing. Oh man im so screwed and later im gonna watch TV too..

Oh yes i need a tutor in econs and maths.. coz i totally didnt get anything my tutor said. Wow a science and an arts subject...makes you wonder what im actually capable of.....NOTHING!

okay gonna listen to the soundtrack again.. freaking nice.

2006-06-12T04:02:00.000-07:00

im bored